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2011-09-14T13:12:00.001+08:00

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Trying to blog from my iPhone. Maybe I can try uploading a photo too?

I shall upload the tribute painting for 9/11 by John Gowdy =)

Peace out!

Yuki Yaki

2011-07-01T09:50:00.002+08:00

So much have happened. And so much have changed.

But certain friendship remains the same!

Went out for dinner with Em, Daya and Aidil yesterday at Yuki Yaki. No pictures cause we were so busy eating and cooking and laughing.

Didnt eat much cause I think the chicken quality dropped. ALOT. Every piece of chicken that Aidil cooked for me, I'll end up saying "Not Nice" and throw it back onto his plate.

Ended up cooking crabstick until it's all buttery and crispy. I even cooked the crabstick on the sushi!

I cooked nuggets too. It's already cooked but heating it up on the pan makes it buttery and crispy too!

I'm craving for Seoul Garden's garlic chicken!

Cooked ice cream next! Daya was so happy with she got to scrape off her first ice cream. We ended up pouring peach tea and eating from the pan. Yums!

Went to the arcade after dinner and played Daytona. Epic win I swear. Aidil was in first place, Daya was second and I was third for 7 laps. Then on the final lap, I caught up to them and I ended up second, Daya was first and Aidil was third. Haha *laughs at his face*

Bishibashi was fun. AND painful.

Went home after that cause it's too late do walk around and do shopping.

Till next time ~

Born This Way

2011-06-06T11:49:00.002+08:00

Many a times, I see people saying this "I'm not gonna change for you blah blah blah, don't like me then no need to be friends with me blah blah blah cause I am BORN THIS WAY."

The line BORN THIS WAY have been overused, until people don't know the true meaning of it anymore. And I am anal about such things.

Actually, I would say people don't know what it means which explains them putting this line in every excuse for not changing or being this way.

"You think I'm annoying? Deal with it cause I was born this way."

"I'm loud and irritating? Deal with it cause I was born this way."

"I can't spell properly? Deal with it cause I was born this way."

"I can't speak English/Mandarin? Deal with it cause I was born this way."

"I'm a liar? Deal with it cause I was born this way."

Not good excuse people.

If you're loud, irritating and annoying, it's not cause you were born this way.

If you can't spell or speak properly, it's not cause you were born this way. It's cause you refuse to educate yourself.

And if you're a liar, it's not cause you were born this way. It's cause you prefer to keep the truth to yourself.

Born this way MEANS,

"I'm gay/lesbian. Deal with it cause I was born this way."

"I'm a Negro. Deal with it cause I was born this way."

"I'm an Asian. Deal with it cause I was born this way."

It's something you can't change no matter how much you try.

If you're gay/lesbian, embrace it. No matter how many girls og guys you kiss or sleep with, it won't change who you really are.

If you're born with a certain skin colour, embrace it. Because you can't change it. Maybe MJ did but deep in his heart, he is still a Negro. He can't change that.

If you're eyes are black, or blue or brown, you can't change it either. You may argue that contact lens does, but you yourself know the real color and you can't change that.

See the difference now?

If someone have been telling you that your blah blah something something needs to change or you need to change your something something, then STOP saying "I won't cause I was born this way."

It's total crap and you're just living in denial.

Change

2011-06-01T14:34:00.002+08:00

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is something that people have to go through in their lives. But is it good change or a bad change?

Some people eventually change for the better. But some change for the worse.

If you changed for the better, then it's good because it shows the effort that you are willing to put in to change for the better. If friends are true to you, they will tell you that they wished you will change because they hold you close to their heart and want the best for you. This is what true friends do to one another.

For your part as a friend, shouldn't you do keep friendship going and change for the better as well?

Then another issue comes about. Why can't they accept you for who you are?

But have you thought of how much they put up with you during your course of friendship?

Friends care for one another, they look out for each other. They are another family to you and would of course want the best for you be it for now or for the future.

Having said my piece, are you willing to heed your friends' advice and change for the better for it benefits your future and your career?

Friends

2011-05-29T12:19:00.003+08:00

Shit. The last time I blogged was April. It's becoming a once a month post blog now.

My cousins and nieces from Bangkok came and went. Felt so fucking stressed with my cousin around. Such an asshole he is, I'm seriously glad he went back. Being the ungrateful person that he is, he actually scolded my mother even though she was the one who paid for ALL his expenses. From air tickets to every single cent he spent his money on in Singapore, is all paid for by my mother.

I'm seriously gonna object to him being here in the future. THAT, will be his last trip.

But I do miss my nieces. I dread to think about what type of person they will be when they grow up. With the kind of upbringing from my ass of a cousin, I dare to say they will not have good attitudes and character when they grow up. So saddening to know that two great kids will have their lives ruined by a monster.

Friendship have been on the rocks with some people recently. I totally give up on one of you, you might know who you are if you happen to read this.

I no longer care who's balls you wanna carry. Just don't piss me off or hurt my friends. Cause I might be the one that bring about your downfall from where you are seating now.

I think that it's good to have aims and finally achieve them. But get it through the proper channel. Through that way, you'll feel proud for your hard work as it's something that you worked hard for. But if you feel that carrying balls is hard work, then I guess it is to you. After all, to carry some balls, you start to drink and club.

As a friend, it hurts to see you slowly changing into a different person. It hurts to hear people talking shit about you and it hurts even more to know that every single shit about you that came out is true.

There are always two paths to take to climb up a ladder.

1. You work hard. Put in your effort and passion for people to see, and overtime, you get recognize. The road is fucking long but you are more likely to stay up longer and people will respect you for your hard work. If you fall, you still have the people who respect you to catch you and keep you going.

or

2. You work hard. At carrying balls. In front of the bigwigs, you are the model person they want to have in an organization. But once they are not around, you start throwing your weight around with your nose high up in the air. It takes you awhile to get up. In fact, you'll zoom up. But without respect from the people, you are more likely to topple from your seat. In the process, you'll lose your friends and at the end of the day, you are all alone.

Choose wisely.

And as for you babe, I don't know but maybe you have heard people saying that I have been talking shit about you. Yes I have. But that is because I can't stand the way you are behaving anymore.

I don't understand why are you trying so hard to fit in when you clearly can't. You are just making a fool out of yourself. People are all laughing at you to me and I can't do anything because it's true.

People are asking me to talk to you and knock some sense into you but I can't because I know you won't listen as you are stubborn.

I don't want our friendship to fall apart. I really treasure all the moments we have. But I honestly cannot bring myself to talk to you because I am just so angry with the way you are behaving.

You force your way into cliques, you invite yourself out with them, everyone have been bitching about you to me. I know that so many times, they make fun of you and your english but you just don't realise that.

They have been quoting words and phrases from you and then laughing. But I cannot deny because it's true.

I just hope you will think through your actions and choose wisely.

Went to chill out with Yiling, Nick, Jena, Ruby, Min Quan and Aidil at Home Club yesterday. It was fun. I think I had more than I can take. Around 3 or 4 glasses? Previously was just 2 glasses and it took me awhile to finish.

Left quite early at around 2 plus in the morning.

Jena says I was talking crap while walking to take a cab and Aidil told me I keep asking him to cut his hair and go to work. Did I drunk dial anyone else?

I miss clubbing. But really tight on cash. So how?

Till next time people.

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2011-05-02T16:33:00.001+08:00

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Ok updates again

2011-04-20T00:06:00.002+08:00

ok I'm gone for long again!

My 20th Birthday

Had a fabulous birthday with my oh so awesome gang, Aidil, Drew, Zaki, Ruby, Ayu, Nazeehah, Joanne and Emerine!

Steamboat for dinner and we played wii! Had a new game, Ju-On. Damn scary at first lah but then end up like boring cause all Aidil did was to find the battery for the torch in the game.

The rest went back after awhile but Aidil, Joanne and Emerine stayed over for the night. Had so much fun talking and playing game!

Thank you to all my lovers for giving me such a happy and awesome birthday!!

Bangkok Trip 08 Apr 11 to 15 Apr 11

Went for a short gateaway with Aidil, Ibrahim and Joanne. Stayed at my Aunt's house in Bangkok. Basically it's just shopping and sight seeing. However, main highlight was SongKran Fest!!

Serious fun I had but the powder was irritating. Luckily Kao San Road didn't allow people to play it in the main place.

And on top of it, my twin nieces are in Singapore! Such a pity the father is here also. Pissing me off every single day WTF.

Sorry if you all didn't have much fun as planned.
If there is a next time, I promise I wont throw a hissy fit and make sure everyone have fun.
I really had fun with all of you guys this trip and I love everyone of you!

But YOU know I love you the most!!

¿uʍop ǝpısdn ǝʇıɹʍ noʎ uɐɔ

2011-04-01T13:16:00.001+08:00

no i cant and idk how and i dont want to know how.

What do you desire?

It's a Sunday!!

2011-03-13T10:40:00.003+08:00

and i get to laze at home. Whee~

Few updates,

I'm finally done with assignments and lessons. I feel like I can breathe again omg!

But then... there's still exams. And it's before and after my birthday wth. Anyway, it's time for me to get a new book cause I'm gonna get one every month. Shall book 2 of Harry Potter.

And I saw a snake at work the other day! Damn epic seriously. I called Halim through my phone and when he answered, the snake moved and I screamed! Halim says he can hear double scream. Through the phone and through the door. While Rafie heard my scream all the way to the kelong...

Had my first buggy training yesterday and it's fun! I think it's pretty easy as compared to IOS, SND and Fort guided tours cause they gave us a whole chunk of facts to remember however, for buggy guides, we only get point forms to remember and we dont have to spill out everything. FUN OR WHAT?!

Plus you get to drive a buggy!!!!

Ok shall go continue lazing around. McDonalds is being an ass cause they refused to accept my order due to "overwhelming orders at the store" pfft...

im go continue bugging them also.

I kinda miss...

2011-02-25T09:24:00.002+08:00

staying at home and just lazing around.

Somehow, I lost that kind of motivation to go to work. Work now is just a place where I get to meet my friends and laugh.

For power and recognition, one can really go all out to achieve what he wants. Even if it means casting his friends aside.

We all can see the change in you, but do you see the change in yourself?

It's good to try and reach your goal. But do look back to see if you have lose your friends and yourself in the process of getting what you want.

I'm back once more people!

2011-02-21T22:30:00.003+08:00

and this time! I'll promise to blog regulary.

Honest.

I can't remember what happened in January. Booked air tickets to go to Bangkok with my friends! But then no money to spend. How how how?

Virgin club experience with my girlies and I'M HOOKED!!! I wanna go again seriously

I know my blog looks really boring with no pictures but I'll try to blog with pictures when I can.

Febuary was more happening.

Watched Voyage de la Vie thanks to Joanne who got tickets at a damn discounted price. And I'm gonna watch it again this wednesday just cause I can't get enough of it!

My mouth was barely closed during the whole performance and I think I blinked only 3 times during the whole performance. Hahaha.

Then had CNY outing. Go to relatives and collect ang pows. And had steamboat at my house with my friends!

I can't stop laughing seriously. All the jokes and fun and laughter. Next time they will stayover and then we can laugh for the whole night.

Went for dinner at Sakura and Seoul Garden with my friends. Had more laughter.

Basically, Feburary is a whole month of laughter for me.

and i'm really loving it =)

Happy 2011 people! - 3 January 2011

2011-01-03T09:39:00.002+08:00

oh shit 2 months of not blogging.

so much have happened. Went for Yuki Yaki outing with Emerine, Joanne, Ibrahim and Aidil. Headed to K-Box after that.

Met up with Emerine, Joanne and Aidil for Ajisen Ramen. After that, went to the arcade where Firdhaus joined us. First time playing Guitar Hero. The guitar is damn heavy.

Went back to Bangkok for a week to visit my relatives and have some fun. Went to places like Ancient Siam, Siam Theme Park, the countryside. Had dinner at Pizza Company, and lots of place. I seriously miss everyone there and the shopping and the food.

Im gonna make the April trip to bangkok happen no matter what.

Came back to Singapore just in time for my exams which I just breezed through cause I didn't study at all. Gonna fail all of it. Plus, I found out MDIS sucks seriously cause they mistook me for another person and I almost didn't get to sit for my paper.

And worse is, no apology from them. WTF.

Went out with Jena, Ruby and Yiling to Far East Plaza to just shop and eat on Christmas Eve. Went to work with Jena, Yiling and Aidil after that and met up with Ruby, Nick and Min Quan after work to watch a movie, Little Fockers. Slept through the first part cause I was sleepy.

Went to Attract Night 2010. Had lotsa fun!

Went to SBP 2010.

Was quite fun actually. Pushed Aidil and Ibrahim into the pool and Aidil pulled me in which resulted in bruises on my legs cause I hit the steps. Made me limped the whole time.

All the foam was really annoying though.

As for movies that I watched, I think it would only Repunzel, Harry Potter and Little Fockers.

Happy 2011 everyone!

Outing - 14 October 2010

2010-10-15T00:56:00.002+08:00

Whoopee! Went out on the 9th October which was a Saturday with Sham, Daryl, Meng Yeow, Ibrahim and Baby.

All of us took off specially on that day to go to Sakura for dinner together. First, we met up at Aidil's place to play with Comot.

No.

More like torture Comot. Hahaha.

After making my poor kitty traumatized, we head to Dhoby Gaut for L4D2. Damn funny lah. I was the last surviving person and there was Tank to be killed. And guess what...

I ran around the building like playing catching sia. Hahaha.

After L4D2, we went to meet Sham at Clementi Sakura. I swear I wont go there again. Nabeh. Damn tiring to walk up can. Then we have to go up to level 3 to pay and walk back down to level one to eat.

Eating was so funny. So many funny things happened. Shall post pictures up on FB when I'm not lazy. Didn't take much picture though cause we're all busy eating.

After that, took Sham's bike to Clementi to play Arcade while we decide on where to go. End up going to Westcoast bowling place to meet Amir and Halim.

Left for home after awhile cause I was tired.

I wanna go kite flying next. Maybe before Daryl go NS?

Moving on...

Shall I adopt another kitten so Comot can have a playmate?

I really cant decide..

And lastly,

Once again, people unhappy at my blog post. I'm already used to this happening. I blog something, someone saw, got unhappy and friendship got broken. I don't know why they wanna be unhappy and hate me cause it's a place for me to voice out my thoughts.

But I'm glad you talked to me about it cause I wasn't talking or rather blogging about you. It was about another girl and I honestly didn't mean to hurt you in any way.

That day I just didn't talk to you cause I dont know how and I just felt awkward. And many factors actually contributed to this. Like that certain someone and a few other people who spoiled my mood. You weren't one of them don't worry.

I honestly wanted to approach you but I didn't know how so I guess you naturally thought I was unhappy at you.

I know people have flaws. Even I have flaws that I know some people might be unhappy about. But I guess being friends with that person is about accepting who they are. Each and every person is a unique individual and that's what makes them special.

I'm sorry if I was mean or harsh to you in the past. I was just being selfish and only thought of myself. I hope we would be like before cause honestly, I do miss the jokes, fun and laughter we used to have together.

(P.S. you know who you are)

Love,
Mei Fern =)

I'm Back! - 5 October 2010

2010-10-05T09:15:00.002+08:00

I'm back after abandoning my blog for so long. Almost one month plus didnt update. Yep YOG is over, F1 is over too.

Some updates at work. Yiling, Ruby and Jena came back to join us. I'm going up as Oscar 2 but I feel that my training is like bleah... I still don't have the confidence to do Oscar 2. Hmm... Some people at work are really annoying me. At least one is out.

And as for school, new term have started and seriously, I find it so boring. I'm like falling asleep in almost every class.

And once again, I truly amaze myself. I passed my exams and I'm really surprised by it cause it was unexpected. I studied real hard for Marketing but I got a C for it and I totally gave up for my Business Management but I got a B. And I expected my friends to score better as they really pay attention in class instead of sleeping and they meet up to study instead of going to work and out on dates like me.

And plus, I left the exam hall after half an hour for both paper cause I gave up on it, and I wrote crap. It was supposed to be a long essay answer but I wrote only one quarter of a page cause I know nuts about the topic. Real amazing.

Moving on,

I NOW HAS A KITTEN!!!

Her name is Comot, she is really tiny.

She can jump higher than a frog, climb better than a monkey, chase after you faster than a dog and flirt with you better than me.

But my family doesn't allow pets so currently, she is staying with Baby and she is flirting with him. Bitch!

She used to have blue eyes but the colour sort of changed and she has a Marilyn Monroe Mole!

Daryl and Ibrahim came down early specially just to see her once before work.

And I keep spoiling her, I bought loads of toys for her and treats and milk as well. I even bought shampoo for her and I'm gonna take her for her Vaccine shots soon.

Next would be events that have happened. I went for two Raya Outings and I'm happy with one but not the other.

First outing was with the Ex Oscar staff on the 25th Sept. Was supposed to have more people but because of some issues, there was only, Azy, Elyana, Sham, Halim, Noraini, Amir, Hasri, his girlfriend, Hazlan, Basirun, Mirah, Irfan (Bas brother) and Bun Bun.

Was really fun still. Had loads of fun and girls talk and updates with Noraini and Azy. Baby was supposed to sit at the back of the lorry with me but end up he cannot take our girls talk that he went to sit shotgun. Cause our talks are turning him gay. Haha.

Visited lots of people houses, like Azy and Elyana's, Amir's, Hasri's, Noraini's, Uncle Baha, Inshira's, Zul's and who else I cannot remember.

There was so many funny moments too. Like I was wearing killer heels and Halim was like "Woah your heels so high, come let's challenge down the steps!"

And I went "YEAH" And off we went but guess what, It was Halim who tripped and he had to hold on to me! Not cool moment hahaha.

I still miss being with everyone. All those ghost telling sessions by Azy and Mirah. They even had fun at Baby's house with Comot. She was being so sweet.

Last house they visited was Basirun's house but I didn't go cause i had to go home.

Second outing was on 2nd Oct. I didn't have fun AT ALL! Cause of one bitch who ruined everything for me. L went but I didn't have much issues with her going. Just didn't feel like talking to her. But it was N who made me so pissed.

I didn't want to go at first cause I knew N was going. I honestly disliked her. Hate her I would say. In all, certain people made it awful for me. Like a certain short guy and my own boyfriend wtf.

Basirun promised me that I would be sitting in the front all the way. He actually bargained with me so that I would go. His words were "You sit in the front with me. Promise you that I'll stick with you and you'll have fun"

I ended up at the back with N snapping at me just cause I asked her to move in. Bitch was taking up too much space and I was wearing damn high heels that was hard to take off plus I had no leg space. Boyfriend became an asshole by not letting me sit in Amir's car and scolding me for not being happy. He was siding her lah. What a fucker right?

I won't elaborate much on this cause I DID NOT HAVE FUN! The only fun I had was at Redzuan's house where I played with his lovebirds, talking to Janna and Elyana. That's all.

The only person that was being nice and actually bothered to ask if I was ok was Janna. Sham knew I was unhappy and he tried cheering me up at Halim's house by offering me more nuggets and playing with his hamsters. He even asked Halim to cook hamster penyet for me. Such an idiot. Hahaha.

Last house I visited was the Bitch's house. After that I wanted to go home cause the mood wasn't there anymore. Cabbed to baby's house. Talked for awhile and then I cabbed home.

Summary of everything - 19 August 2010

2010-08-19T02:37:00.003+08:00

Good God I haven't blogged for so long. So many things have happened so I guess I'll just list it down .

- Played some L4D with the usual gang which is Daryl, Aidil, Meng Yeow and Ibrahim.

- Got back my results. Didn't really study for it but I managed to pass. I amaze myself sometimes.

- Airie's last day at work which resulted in a super stinky sabo. Seriously felt like puking lah and the smell lasted for days outside the ops room wtf.

- Boyfriend felt sick somewhere along the days and accompanied him to the doctor. The wait is super long but the consulation is damn fast wth.

- Took the new cable car with Daryl, Ibrahim, Meng Yeow and Aidil =)

- Finally got around to doing nails with Yana ~

- Surprised boyfriend at work. haha

- Met up with Shumin and Kang Wei 2 days before Shumin went into camp. Drove around and ended up visiting Ben at Hotel Re! and he showed us the rooms. Miss you Shumin! Most of the trips updated on my twitter

- Made a really nice birthday present for boyfriend. It's handmade ok! Brought him for dinner at 18chefs and got one of the staff to surprise him with a brownie. After that, spent the day at his sis house with his nieces and nephews.

- Sabo-ed boyfriend at work for his birthday. Had 3 containers. One was filled with coffee and tea powder, the other one was sugar and flour and the last one was the best! Had eggs, oyster sauce, ketchup, syrup and fish sauce in it. Smelly to the max.

Sabo-ed him at the beach cause we didn't want to stink up the ops room. Meng Yeow, Ibrahim and Redzuan had to run around the whole gallery to chase him. Aqilah and Nicole looked so funny running to him with the containers when he was pinned down by Meng Yeow and Ibrahim.

Their faces was damn classic lah. Happy happy pour the stuff and the smell was PHEW! All of us ran away lah. Nobody wanted to go near him lah. We all pushed him into the sea and he managed to drag Ibrahim and me in.

- My DS went bonkers =(

- Went out with Baby, Andre, Nesh, Basirun, Azili, Marini and Kan Xuan to watch fireworks during National Day. Miss them alot lah.

- Opened a canned drink for baby and I manage to get a nasty cut. Luckily Janna helped me with it.

- Had some bad dreams about baby marrying an ugly malay chick.

- I prayed so hard to see the YOG torch and I saw it! At Dhoby Gaut with baby.

- Baby went off for reservist cause of the YOG and I had no one to entertain me.

Yep. thats about all.

I wanna change my blog skin but I dunno which skin to choose

FML. - 18 July 2010

2010-07-18T10:51:00.002+08:00

Feel like blogging what I just dont have the mood.

Friday Gatherings with Loves - 15 July 2010

2010-07-15T09:38:00.005+08:00

Hi all again, well haven been blogging since last month.

Anyway, guess what?

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I watched this movie again.

Not with K this time, but with the usual boys, Daryl, Ibrahim, Meng Yeow and Aidil.

Met them all at Vivo then went in to watch the movie. Ibrahim was late so he missed the first part. Asked him to call me when he reach so Aidil can pass the ticket to him.

When he reached, Aidil went out to find him but end up Ibrahim went to GV at Plaza Sing. Then we had to wait for him to come again. Haha.

Next movie I watched with K is this.

Both of us waited damn long for this movie to come out lah. Eclipse was great. Way better than Twilight and New Moon which was a major fail.

Still disappointed with the characters though, and they didn't follow the book closely. Anyway, can't wait for Breaking Dawn to come out.

9 July, Friday

Met up with Ruby, Jena, Yiling and Nick and Min Quan. Haven seen them since they quit and I missed them so much lah. Brought K along too. Haha. Hush Hush everyone!

Supposed meeting time was 8 but by the time everyone arrived, it's 9 plus. Went to eat at Indulge at The Cathay. Ordered the set dinner and everyone so full until cannot finish lah.

Wanted to go pub at Prinsep area but it's very crowded. So we cabbed to Clarke Quay but then we realised it's supposed to be Boat Quay so we decided to walk there.

Nick and Yiling brought us to Cozy Bar. My first time in pub. Haha. It was like what I expected so not much of a shock. They ordered Martell and Yiling mixed it with coke for me. First time drinking liquor too!

Played card games and all and super lots of laughter. Damn funny lah. Laugh until my stomach pain and cannot breathe all.

Left at around 2 plus and cabbed home. K sent me home to make sure I got home safely then after that he cabbed back home.

Gathering again soon alright?

Toy Story 3 - 19 June 2010

2010-06-19T10:27:00.003+08:00

Last day of school for term 1 was yesterday. Time seriously pass damn fast.

Watched this movie with K on Thursday I guess.

And it was awesome. I'm not really a big fan of sequels and stuff unless it's like X-Men, Harry Potter or Twilight.

I'm fine with that kind of movies having sequels because the bad guy is not really dead and evil is coming up.

Like X-Men, you have Magneto. Harry Potter, you got Voldemort and for Twilight, you have Victoris and sometimes the Volturi.

But for movies and cartoons like Shrek, I dont think it needed a sequel at all. Ok, maybe the second part but the third and the fourth? That's to much plus I feel Shrek the Fourth is really unnecessary.

I didn't even watch Shrek 3 cause I felt it's nonsense. I know I mention Shrek 4 was nice and stuff. But that was before I watched Toy Story 3!

Toy Story 1 was fabulous. Toy Story 2 was also fabulous. But Toy Story 3, made me wanna cry at the end. I can really feel how Andy and Woody felt. My face was like, happy, angry, sad, happy again, sad and stuff.

Plus the toys are all damn cute. I used to think that all my yoys will come alive when I sleep and it happened in Toy Story, making it one of my favourite movies of all time.

Ok enough about blogging. Seriously, go watch this movie.

Moody =( - 11 June 2010

2010-06-11T10:18:00.004+08:00

I realized I only blog like once a month? Maybe cause I'm feeling lazy to update my blog.

Anyway, if I haven't mentioned it, I have already started school at MDIS and I would say I have made some friends already! Was dreading first day of school cause I'm someone who thinks too much. Like "what if I have no friends?" "what if they dont like me?" K had to persuade me to go to school lah.

But right now, I have friends and have also finished my project and presentation. Finally we all can breathe.

Haven't really explored my school yet except that we went to the canteen and that the western stall sells really good fries, nuggets and seaweed chicken. Plus the avocado chocolate shake looks tempting but the taste is not really consistent.

Have been really feeling down and moody these few days. The slightest thing gets me irritated. I even get irritated at K! Maybe I'm getting really bad bouts of mood swings.

Or maybe I'm just stressed.

And then when I get irritated, I quarrel over the phone with K and both of us become unhappy and then we get all moody and takes me so long to feel better. FML.

Where's the star that is gonne eat me up?

2010-05-29T11:28:00.001+08:00

Updates! - 29 May 2010

2010-05-29T10:48:00.002+08:00

Alright time for updates once again, have been watching loads of movies with K recently and it's all damn nice, funny, entertaining and stuff.

Watched Shrek 4 with Aidil, I didn't watch the 3rd movie but the fourth one wa nice enough to make me go aww at the end of the movie. Really nice and funny. I liked Shrek movies from the start cause they show the other characters like cinderella, snow white, stepsister and all the other disney characters in a funny way.

Watched The Last Song with K, I'm not a big fan of Miley Cyrus cause I dont really like her voice when she speaks but i gotta admit some of her songs are nice. Anyway, the ending is really sad. I cried. K wanted to cry but he didn't. I expected the ending to be like even more sad. Like elaborate on the father's death more and stuff.

Watched Ironman with K just because he's been spending loads of time with me doing all the girly stuff so I should be fair and watch an action pack movie with him for once. But I fell asleep cause I was tired and maybe cause I don't understand the show. I didn't watch the first part if you have to know, so I was annoying him with "Why he got the thing there?" "Why he like that?" "Why so high tech?"

Ok, some updates about my life...

Had ITE Graduation Ceremony on the 12th of May. Met up with my friends and the usual gang like Kang Wei, Shumin, Benjamin, Chong Wei and Andrea. The ceremony was quite boring but we sat through it and then after the ceremony, we all piled into Kang Wei's car and went to drop off Chong Wei, and then headed to Jurong Point so that Kang Wei can buy his Lacoste shirt.

But the shop was Crocodile so we went to Superbowl to eat without Benjamin cause he went off early. K came to join us and then after eating, we went to send Shumin home and Kang Wei dropped us off at the MRT Station and he went off from there.

Nothing much to update except that I started school this week. Was back in accounting class all over again. I left secondary school to escape from accountings but now I'm back again. Cool or what.

Anyway, that's all I have for now. Gotta go off alr. Toodles ~

Swimming with hanis and a lizard - 7th May 2010

2010-05-07T20:46:00.005+08:00

Haven't blog in ages. Haha. Have been working and going out almost everyday, then come back late at night. Haven't seen my family for like super long lah.

Went with Aidil to enroll at MDIS and a few days later, they told me I need to take an English test.

Went to The Body Shop sale with Aidil at Plaza Singapura few days after and went crazy over there. Spent a total or $126. And that's after the discount. Before discount is $210. Crazy much?

Bought loads of shower gel, some lip gloss, perfume and also some products for Aidil such as shower gel for men, aftershave and some face mask.

Went to work after that with all my stuff and everyone told me I was crazy. Hahaha.

Took the test on the 3rd of May with my brother in tow. It starts at 9am and it lasts for 2 hours. But I completed it within 20mins. All 2 comprehension passages and an essay. Wonderful or what.

Brought him to the island to spend time with him after that. Went to the Merlion to find Amir first. After that went to super alot of places. Thanks to Amir for lending me his ASA card. Waited for him to finish work and then head over to 4D magix and underwater world with him to tour around.

Reached home pretty late at around 10 plus almost 11pm. Was damn tired lah.

Went tanning with Hanis on Wednesday which is on the 5th of May. Met her at Harbourfront MRT at around 12 and went to have lunch before heading into the island to tan.

Wanted to tan around gate 1 area but then there's construction so we went further down beside wavehouse. Didn't thought that I'll tun dark cause we ended up swimming, floating and looking at the clouds. Damn relaxing lah.

I seriously should do this more often. Was so busy and stressed with so many things that when I just lie down and float in the water, I felt damn relaxed. Was having so much fun talking, splashing and floating until a certain lizard came to scare us. It's damn scary and funny.

Hanis spotted it first. She was like "MF what is that?" I was floating ont he water so I looked up and saw it and went "oh it's just a piece of wood or log." and went back to floating.

But somehow, we just couldn't take our eyes or mind off that piece of "wood" so we just stare at it as we floated along the sea.

Until, it came nearer to shore and we realised it's a lizard. Damn scary lah.

We're like swimming towards the shore away from the lizard when we realised what it was. Like what the fuck is the lizard doing in the sea sia. We went nearer to the lizard to have a look and it kinda crawled on shore a little before heading back out into the sea and swimming again.

Damn crazy experience.

Went out to bathe after that and had early dinner at TOS. Second time eating in there. Asked Halim out to meet us for awhile before going to work.

Another tanning session on Tuesday with more people. Seriously looking forward to it =)

Fly Away Home - 24 April 2010

2010-04-24T18:58:00.004+08:00

I really do love movies about animals a lot and no doubt it would make me feel really happy when I watch it.

I dunno if anyone remember this movie

It's a 1996 movie about a young girl, Amy Aldens, played by Anna Paquin (X-Men) and her father, Thomas Aldens, played by Jeff Daniels (101 Dalmations) leading a flock of geese from Canada to wildlife refuge in the US.

Working in the rain - 24 April 2010

2010-04-24T17:38:00.009+08:00

Yesterday was one of the best working days ever! It rained throughout ops hours lah. Was splashing in the rain with Ibrahim, Airie and Aqilah.

Went to remove my make up and then kept my hood down all the way. Feels damn good to have the rain on your face washing all your troubles and stress away. Played and worked in the rain plus laughing happily like little kids.

And also the funniest thing happened. Was standing at gate 3 with Ibrahim and moving my lightstick along with the dance. A guest came by and I moved my lightstick towards me. A little too hard I guess cause it hit my upper lip. And it bleed! Ibrahim started laughing cause he didn't expect me to hit my lip until bleed.

Plus I sounded funny over the walkie so dear Airie came running towards me asking if I'm fine. After awhile, Sham came over to check on me.

This is one of the working days I would definately keep in my box of memories. A fun filled, wet and splashing working day with the best crews ever =)

Had another splashing day at Fort during my OJT2 with Hendro and Hafiz. Was following tram with Hendro when it started to rain. Damn fun lah. Didn't used any umbrellas or raincoats. Walked in the rain and got pretty drenched but that's what I love.

Was wishing and praying for it to rain that heavily throughout the day but it stopped in time for SOS to start. So my uniform got kinda dry after SOS.

Working in the rain rocks!

Lost in the East - 21 April 2010

2010-04-24T16:35:00.004+08:00

Ok my cousin is back home. Drove her to the airport with my mum and brother as well. Damn happening and experience a lot of stuff.

On the way to the airport, I went in the wrong direction and had to make a big round to come back. Reached airport safely and made a perfect parking. Damn proud of myself lah.

Journey back was super happening. Took like, 2 and a half hours to get home. Cool or what. Went in the wrong direction and ended up lost in Bedok North Avenue 3. Drove around that area and ended in Upper Changi. Somehow, ended up around Expo and ITE Simei. Kept going pass that area lah. Then ended up at Changi Airport again.

But this time round, I got lost at Tampines. Drove around there for quite sometimes until I tell my mum to help me cause she was on the line and not caring where I was driving. Then she hung up the phone and gave me directions to go home. Went on PIE and finally reached home after driving for super long.

Was supposed to drive out again that night but got a little scared. So I took bus to Harbourfront to meet Aidil to take my shoes, nametag, punchcard and uniform as I was doing Fort that next day.

And Fort was fun except that there's no large crowds to handle. Can relax but then kinda boring at times. Oh wells, that's all for now. Toodles!

Outing with my cousin! - 16 April 2010

2010-04-16T09:06:00.008+08:00

12 April 2010, Monday

Brought my cousin around. First we went to Waterloo Street to walk around. After that we slacked at this dessert shop called Ice Monster to have some desserts. Was texting Aidil as well so decided to ask him to join us.

Went to Sim Lim Square to look for my Sims game. Didn't buy any game and just decided to go to Litle India to look at the saris.

Bused to Novena and trained to Orchard to meet Aidil. He haven reach so we went to Uniqlo to walk around. Ended up buying so many new clothes. Aidil came just as I was about to make payment.

Both of them was feeling hungry so we decided to go to Macs at Shaw to eat. We almost died laughing at how Aidil as eating cause he was suffering from an ulcer and he ate Mcspicy. Told him to put salt as it works.

Slacked over there for awhile before heading off to walk around. Decided to go to Takashimaya. Dropped by Juicy Couture as I wanted to look for perfumes.But I couldn't find any nice ones.

Went into Cotton On at Somerset@313 and bought some tops.

Headed to Orchard Central next. Brought them up to the rooftop garden. Really nice to lepak lah. Went to TCC after that to just chill and rest. Aidil started asking about ghost stories and I kept translating until I blur. Hahaha. Decided to go home after that.

13 April 2010, Tuesday

Went back to work even though I wasn't working to help reserve seats. But before that, went to Bugis and Iluma to walk around.

Then headed to Harbourfront with Aidil to go to work. Was in the gallery even before gates open lah. So bored. Took pictures with Aidil and then entertained ourselves by playing this penguin and polar bear game on my phone. Damn funny lah.

Watched the show from the audience's view. Really nice lah. Help with the birthday celebration and stuff. After that, went to Coffee Bean with Alisa, Aidil, Linette, Daryl and Francis. Almost killed ourselves laughing at his Cicak Man. Not because it's funny. But because it's -.-"

Went back to ops room after briefing to take our bags and then took the bus out of the island. Nearly died cause of Aidil and Meng Yeow. 3 of us sharing seats and then Aidil went to test if Meng Yeow is ticklish. He is and they started tickling one another with me in between. Meng Yeow was asking me to becareful and the next thing I know, I kena smack accidentally in the face by both of them.

Went to lepak at Seah Im for awhile before going off with Aidil and Linette.

15 April 2010, Thursday

Initial plan was to go to Botanic Gardens with my cousin but then the weather was super hot and Aidil suggested bowling at Marina Square. So decided to meet him at City Hall instead.

Went to bowl at Marina Square. I play until damn paiseh can. Once I wanted to bowl, but then the ball flew back instead of going forward. And it happened twice in a row. Stopped playing after 1 game and went to Singapore Flyer to eat at Popeyes.

Wanted to take pictures at the garden but then it rained. So decided to go back. My shirt was quite thin and will be kinda see through if wet. And Aidil wanted to lend me his other shirt. Haha such a nice guy. But I never take cause I used my bag instead.

Bused to Esplanade and then took train back home.

Rain Tanning - 11 April 2010

2010-04-13T10:28:00.009+08:00

Haven blogged in quite awhile again. Haha. My cousin is finally here to holiday with me. Took some days away from work to spend time with her.

Went for a sudden impromptu tanning with Halim and Francis one day before work. Was at work super early one day to accompany Halim. Saw that the sun was good so decided to go tanning. Hahaha. Damn funny lah.

Few days later, Francis texted me asking if I wanna go tanning and swimming with him, Aidil and Daryl on Saturday. But Daryl last minute got something on.

Met both of them on Saturday morning at Vivo but then it rained quite heavily. Had breakfast at macs and then after Francis go to work, Aidil and I went to watch this movie.

Wasn't that scary but it's quite gore and those who know me well, will know that I can't stand the sight of blood or even smell it. I'll feel damn faint and feel puking.

Went to walk around Harbourfront Centre and Vivo after watching the movie. Decided to do my nails. Was almost late for work lah. Haha. Kinda ruined my nails cause I didn't let it dry on time.

Francis was being a real big meanie and put me at Gate 1 and also make me keymaster. Idiot. Sham dropped by for awhile and finally got to talk to him after god knows what happened. We suddenly stopped talking lah. Miss him so much. Hahaha.

Went up to drop keys with Daryl, Aidil, Desmond and Meng Yeow. Was kinda late and Kana decided to send us to Vivo. Squeezed in the backseat with Desmond, Daryl and Meng Yeow. I swear I almost died.

At one turn, Meng Yeow became an ass and put all his body weight on Daryl who in turn squashed me. Desmond cannot be squashed so end up, I kena squashed by 3 guys. Damn pain lah.

Met everyone at Seah Im. Makan for awhile and then went back home after that.

Ju-On!! - 5th April 2010

2010-04-03T02:32:00.002+08:00

Went out with Aidil on Good Friday to watch a movie. Initial plan was to watch Clash of the Titans but I didn't feel like watching it yet or maybe I got no interest in it. Just like how I felt with Avatar. Don't understand why the whole nation is rushing to catch it when I felt like it's another boring old movie.

Was supposed to meet him at Toa Payoh at 12 but he was late so I changed meeting place and time to Novena at 12.30pm.

Met Aidil on the train and went to watch movie at Vivo as it was nearer to island. Watched Ju-On instead. I like to watch horror movie but I end up covring my face most of the time. Went for lunch at LJS while waiting for movie to start.

The movie is ok but the suspense is super sia. Aidil actually screamed! Funny lah. There are 2 parts to the movie. When the first part ended and credits rolled, we were kinda confused cause usually lights will on when credits roll but this time, the lights remained off. I was so convinced that there will be a ghost popping up at the end of the credits or maybe there's this after credits scene so I kept my face covered. Damn funny lah me.

Aidil spent half the time trying to get me to take out my hands from my face. After that, we went to buy bread to makan in case we hungry and stuff.

Took express to Imbiah office to get a new set of uniform. After that took skyride down to siloso. I always take skyride up but never take down before so felt abit nervous. Everytime I take the skyride, I'll feel damn scared my stuff drop.

Worked and lepaked at Seah Im before going home.

On Saturday, met up with Aidil at Novena early before work. Train-ed to Vivocity and walked around for awhile. After that, he became hungry and we decided to go buy lunch at Seah Im. Then bought ice cream to eat. I eat damn slow lah. He finished his ice cream in like 5 mins and I'm not even half done.

Took bus to island after that. Was supposed to be at Gate 3 but then I swap with Aidil who was at Concourse. It rained while working. So fun. Gautha came down and forced us to wear raincoats and all. Wore the raincoat without using the hood. So irritating lah. Gave up after the first show. Haha.

Then David came! Missed him and his nonsense. Arranged to meet him at Seah Im after work.

Then during second show, we all became abit slack and Francis draw on my arm using marker lah. Idiot. Want to draw him back but he run very fast. Then after colsing gates, Redzuan and Aidil make me stand under the tree and they shake until all the water come out.

Was made keymaster by Francis cause I keep disturbing everyone. So went up to return keys with Daryl and Faris.

Met David at the interchange after that. Talked and laughed with him. He told me about hotel and life. Haha. Fun talking to him lah!

Then Aidil came and took the last train home with him.

Super fun night after so long! - 2 April 2010

2010-04-02T08:58:00.004+08:00

Now that I am back in SOTS, there will be so many fun things to blog about again!

29 March 2010

Worked at Gate 5 with Faiz and one WDA guy. It's been so long since I last saw Faiz lah! It went smoothly.

After work, Yiling wanna go back home but Aidil and I managed to physco her take express with us. Then on the express, we physco her to lepak at macs with us. Damn funny. Reached macs, we bought food to eat then we sat down to eat and laugh.

After that, everyone left cause they wanna smoke, left Aidil, Daryl and me cause we wanna finish our food. We talk and slack until the rest went home but we still sitting there. Caught the last train home with Aidil until Toa Payoh then wanna take a bus home but I missed the last bus, so I cabbed home.

30 March - 1 April 2010 ~ SOTS CHALET!!

We finally had an SOS chalet after so long. Since last year we planned but then it kinda failed cause the timing was not right so we didn't have it. But we had it now! It would have been fun with the old batch of staff around, but the new batch did not make it less fun at all! haha.

Went to work quite early and saw Airie in Ops room. Decided to buy staff meal. Then met the rest of the crews at TOS. Decided to go 7-11 instead and Aidil followed accompanied by Airie. Aidil was like looking for a partner to sleep and he asked me "later you sleep with me ok?" HAHAHA. Sounds so wrong.

Anyway, we had some microwaved food from 7-11. Did Gate 5 again with Aidil and Ibrahim. We had fun as usual. After work, the rest went off but the remaining meaning Halim, Yiling, Amran, Aidil and me took Amran's car to Yiling's house cause she wanna bathe and drive her car. Reached her house, then we went to the nearby playground to play while waiting for her. Ended up me being the catcher.

After she came, Aidil and I took her car. We on the GPS but we also follow Amran's car. We almost died laughing from the way the GPS pronounce the road names like And Mo Kio and Outram.

Once we reach harbourfront, we were suppose to turn into Sentosa as instructed by the GPS, but end up, we followed Amran to the petrol station. The GPS shut up and sort of hang abit which resulted in another laughing session for us.

Reached the island and went to the chalet. Lighted the candles and had a romantic dinner with Yiling, Aidil and the many flies and ants crawling around. Ended up burning the ants and flies. Had a grand total of 1 chicken wing, 1 hotdog, a few shrimps and scallops and a few marshmellows.

Slacked around for awhile and then Yiling decided to go home. Gave my phone to Aidil for safekeeping cause my pocket and quite unsafe. At around 2 plus, Halim, Aidil and I went out to fetch Sham as he cannot come in. After fetching him, we went to explore at Capella, Amara Sanctuary and the abandon building behind it. I damn funny lah. The windows were winded down cause they wanna smoke. But when we reach the building, I winded up my window. Hahaha. Reason was cause I felt scared.

Next we went to Resort World's Hard Rock Hotel, Festive Hotel and the few hotels in there. We went past the Casino as well and we went crazy in the car from seeing all the lumborginis parking outside.

Then we went to Cove area. Initial plan was to go to Fort Serapong but Halim dunno the way. Only suspected a certain route. Went all the way in and saw Cove. Damn nice lah. After that, we went back into the chalet.

Played Dare games, and I kena have to kiss Jannah on the lips and also ask Zul to bend over and spank him loudly on the ass. Haha so paiseh lah. After that, at around 4 plus, we went exploring Fort Siloso. Felt quite scared at first but then I figured what can happen at 4 plus almost 5 plus am in the morning with 19 people around. So I relaxed abit. Only Aidil attempted to scare me but failed. After that, we went back into the chalet and I watch them play card games. Then I lie down and Amir came and lie down beside me. Halim decided to dress him up as a pochong and then Amir stare at me and I screamed. Hahaha.

Went to sleep after awhile and woke up at 8am with Amir still as a pochong. Was quite confused as to who was where, so I explored my room abit. Found Sham on the top bunk, Halim and Aidil on the other bunk and Daryl sleeping peacefully on the bottom bunk. At first I didn't find Aidil and I was looking for him as he had my phone. So I went to the other hut to see if he's there. Then they told me he sleeping with Halim. He woke up after awhile and we decided to go for swim. But first the rest disturbed those who were sleeping.

Halim kena mamee seasoning in his hair. Meng Yeow kena some eyeshadow. Sham kena tattoo on his shoulder and Amir kena drawn on like a cat on the face. Hahaha.

Left them to sleep and we went to the pool to swim. Quite fun lah. After awhile, we switch to the sea where Halim kena stung by jellyfish. Then the beach petrol sprayed some stuff on his leg and told us recently shallow waters got alot of jellyfish.

So we went back to the pool where Khairul and Halim became my swimming instructor. Knew how to swim abit now! Yay!

After everyone left, only got Halim, Amir, Noraini, Aidil and me. Aidil and me keep pushing one another into the pool. He will all of a sudden push me and I will pull him in and stuff. Amran and Linette joined after awhile. Decided to go back at 1 cause everyone was starving already. Bathed and washed up.

After that, Daryl, Halim, Linette, Aidil and myself squeezed into Amran's car to go to Seah Im. They dropped us at Seah Im and Amran sent Halim home to take his stuff. Ate at Seah Im then accompanied Aidil go draw money. Trained and cabbed back home to sleep after that.

Was woken up by Aidil via a phone call the next morning which was yesterday. Decided to go meet them at 10 plus for a swim. But sadly the pool is closed for maintanence. So we went to the beach instead. Jeevi, Halim, Airie, Aidil and I reached first and decided to go to Palawan retail to look for Elizabeth. Attempted to push Aidil into the sea but end up he push me. Then I pushed him into the sea back. After that he pushed Airie into the sea. Went back to meet the rest and had a game of sea captain's ball. Jeevi damn tall lah. Cannot block him.

Once, when I was going to fight with Halim for the ball, I ended up at the deep side where I totally cannot touch the sand. So I just clung onto him. Damn funny lah. Then Aqilah was like, everytime Halim got the ball, he will kena until terok.

After that, we stopped playing. We went to look for Elizebeth again and decided to eat with her. Airie accompanied her to beach station to draw money and Aidil and I went back to take all our stuffs. Went back to find out the rest have gone to Ficus and we arranged to meet them later.

Lunched with Elizebeth, Airie and Aidil. Then we sat there and slack until 3 plus. Made our way to Ficus to bathe and meet with everyone. Some were playing X-box and pool. A few left earlier and the remaining left at 5.15 as Aqilah, Redzuan and I have to work. Played with Aidil's Ipod touch and play this damn scary and cool app. It's like a lie detector test lah.

Manpower was quite low that day. Worked at concourse and lepaked with Aqilah. Didn't go to Seah Im and instead I called my dad to fetch me from Boon Keng MRT. Went home, texted Aidil or awhile and then went to sleep.

Bye Rendezvous, Hello SOTS! - 28 March 2010

2010-03-28T12:57:00.003+08:00

Alright! Finally I'm done with my attachment and now I'm back at Sentosa which feels like home again. Many changes to the island, more new staff and change of ICs as well. Abang Amir is now at Merlion and Francis is new O1. But like usual, everyone is still the same. Like what Sham said to me yesterday, Welcome back to Songs of the Sea.

Last day of attachment was alright. Worked with David and it was honestly fun. Kept imitating those china accent and then laughing. Rushed to work at island after that. Did gallery with Noraini and Jeevi.

After work, went to office with Halim to return keys and then met up with the rest on the bus and slacked at Seah Im with Jannah, Halim, Daryl, Faris, Saifuddin, Lynette and her bf which I forgot the name.

After everyone left, we went to meet Firdaus the Policeman at the carpark and he sent me home.

Went to work earlier the next day which was yesterday. Was at Gate 3 with Meng Yeow and Jeevi. And some idiot pissed me off. It's none of the gate or concourse staff but I think some people would know who. I think he pissed pretty much most of the people who are working on that day.

Halfway during the second show, Francis came and joked around with us resulting in him confessing that he is a Gay Monkey.

After work, we quickly changed and then gathered in the Gallery to celebrate SOTS's 3rd birthday. Amir came to join us also. Francis ordered pizza and brought red wine. Was slacking with Aqilah. Felt quite tired so both of us wasn't really in the mood to entertain anyone. Left at around 10 plus or 11 and took the express back. Francis was asking me to take bus home with him but I decided to to lepak at the carpark with Sham and Airie.

Left at around 12 only to find out that I missed my last bus! So I have to cab home =(

Reached home and talked to Hanis for awhile before falling asleep infront of my laptop as usual. Hahaha.

happy birthday - 22 March 2010

2010-03-22T23:23:00.002+08:00

I have so many things to update and so little time until I forgot what I wanted to say.

Anyway,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SHAM, YILING and ME!

Went to Seah Im yesterday night. Original plan was to meet Sham to eat at somewhere else but we dunno where to go, so decided to go to Seah Im instead. Reached around the same time as them. Halim, Amir, Aqilah and Redzuan was shock to see me cause I somehow usually announce my arrivals and also always go with someone else.

Halim was saying it's so unlike me to go alone. Sham ordered his food and I ordered Nuggets and Cheese Fries, end up Sham paid for everything.

Slacked at our table with Airie and one more guy. As usual, catching up on stuffs and making fun of people that we do not like. Halim offered to send me back home cause he rented a car. Slacked even more then in the end, Sham say he'll send me home on his bike.

Left at around 11 plus with Sham and Airie. We went separate ways as Airie was tired. Sham send me until my house carpark and we sat there and slack and talk until 1 plus. Hugged him and he wished me happy birthday.

Hanis was the first one to text me and Sham was the first to wish me in person. Went home after that and went to sleep as I was working the next day.

Had so much trouble waking up cause it's such a nice day to sleep in. Nonetheless, woke up and prepared for work. Was feeling so tired and lazy probably cause it's my birthday. Andrew wanted to let me slack but I didn't want to cause if not, I'll be sleepy.

Checked my facebook during lunch and got a surprise cause I saw so many birthday wishes from my friends. So sweet of them!

After work, Mages called me into Reservations to talk to me about some booking but actually they wanted to surprise me with a cake and present. Thank you everyone!

Shahrill waited for me outside the hotel just to pass me toy flowers and a card. That was sweet as well. Thanks!

Went down to my locker and received a text from Sharmaine, telling me that her present to me is placed on yop of her locker. I took it and saw a bear. It's damn cute lah. And also she bought earrings. Thanks alot Sharmaine!

Daddy came to pick me up after work cause I forgot to bring my wallet and my ez link card got no more money.

Now I'm feeling sad cause I lost one of my bracelets. It was with me last night when I was at Seah Im and also with me before I took Sham's bike. But it must have fallen off while on the bike cause when I was slacking at the carpark, I noticed that my bracelet is gone =(

I'll take photos of the presents and update more soon!

Dreams - 5 March 2010

2010-03-05T09:18:00.003+08:00

For 2 days straight, I dreamt dreams that felt super real when I woke up from it early in the morning. These dreams made me woke up at 5 plus in the morning when I usually wake up at like, 9?

It's just so strange. I can still feel the emotions and what I can remember what I was doing in my dream right before I woke up. I can even go back to sleep and continue my dream.

Thing is, I didn't want to. Cause the first is about someone I know dying in a really unexpected way, while the other is a dream about someone whom I haven seen in a long time and I didn't wanna go back to sleep cause I didn't want to see and miss that someone all over again.

It makes me wonder, why do we dream? What are dreams made of?

This Melted My Heart - 5 March 2010

2010-03-05T09:17:00.000+08:00

melinh + cwell's sde // toronto from stillmotion on Vimeo.

Random Outings - 2 March 2010

2010-03-02T21:55:00.003+08:00

Wow I just realised I only blogged twice last month. Oh wells, this is another long post for you again. have been spending so much time with so many people that I nearly neglected my project resulting in a major panic attack towards the end.

Had supper after afternoon shift last month with Zehan and Mansor once after work at Little India. Their cheese naan was as fabulous like how Zehan raved about. Cabbed home together after that.

The other time we went home just the 3 of us was after one of the midnight shifts. Zehan and myself was midnight together. Mansor was suppose to end at 3am but he waited until 7am for us to go for breakfast together. Had prata at Merries. Met Azali who was coming for work. Cabbed home again and we talked a whole damn lot lah. Hahaha.

That sums up my outing with Zehan and Mansor.

Next outing I went out with was with Jon. Met him at Plaza Singapura after he finished morning shift. Headed to Bugis Street so he can show me this naked rubber chicken that makes a damn funny noise when squeezed.

Headed back to town area to Orchard Central to look at the view up there. First time going up there. Jon was scared and nervous lah. His hands was all sweaty. But the view up there was really nice to look at. Wouldn't mind spending the whold day there just looking at the view.

Next place we went to, or more like he brought me to, was to the basement of Orchard Central where they had a photo exhibition. It was really cool and inspiring lah. Hope to take really cool shots someday. Saw the lomography exhibition too. I say that I'll buy the camera after Jon bought it.

After that, wanted to take a walk but yet we didn't feel like walking. So we decided to go to the TCC at Centrepoint to just chill. Ordered a chocolaty drink with coffee for the both of us with one Strawberry Yogurt Roll and one Potato Wedges to share. Food was great as usual. Went home after eating. Haven't upload the photos up yet though.

Few days later, arranged to rent a car with Basirun. Rented a Fiat Punto with a sky roof. Damn cool lah. Super love cars with sky roofs. Went out with him on Friday. He came to pick me up and I drove to Mount Faber just to try the slope. Then went to Henderson Waves as well. First time going there. I wasn't really used to the car cause it's quite confusing so I almost got into a few accidents. Opps.

Went to Seah Im after that to meet up with Yiling, Zul, Halim, Hasri, Sham and Amir. Waited for like one hour for Basirun. Talk to them for awhile then went to the place where Sham and Zul parked their bikes to send them off. They just got pay and wanna go JB lah. Idiot.

After sending them, we went back to Seah Im and waited for Basirun. After he arrived, we went to send him to West Coast to bowl with Amir and the rest while Halim, Yiling, Hazlan and myself went to Simpang Bedok to have our dinner cum supper. Drove home after that with Halim leading the way of course.

Yesterday, 1st March 2010, Met Jon at Shaw Centre after my presentation at school to go to Science Centre. Re-fuel at Ajisen in Takashimaya first. Jon's treat!! Food was great as usual. Headed to Jurong East next and walked to Science Centre. Purpose is to visit Body Worlds cause it's ending and we've always wanted to see it.

When we enter, Jon saw a sign that says "closed on Mondays". We damn shock lah. But lucky it wasn't close. Bought our tickets and had our photo taken by the DigiPhoto crew.

The exihibition was simply amazing, astounding, breath taking and all the fantastic words to describe it. I mean, it's real, it belonged to someone, it used to be a living human just like me a few years ago and now it's a piece of art. I just dunno what to say. I felt quite touched and amazed that they have the heart to offer their body so that they can be of use even after death. Jon and I spent like 2 hours in there lah. I will definately not forget this amazing experience.

Went into Science Centre later cause our friend have not been in there before. Went to every area they have and had lots of fun in there playing with the equipment and being amazed by the science around me.

At 6pm, we left the place and head to Tanjong Pagar to change mone and also dinner. Had char kway teow recommended by Jon. Dinner was on him as well. Thank you!!

Basirun called after awhile and I made him send Jon and me home. Jon was quite amazed by the sky roof as he have never seen it and been in a car like it before. After sending home, I took over and drove back home.

This sums up my outing with everyone these few days.

Had so much fun driving!! - 16 February 2010

2010-02-16T19:36:00.005+08:00

Oh. My. God. I haven been blogging for sooo many days. Ok back to blogging. Nothing much have been happening, except work work work. Got shifts that don't really allow me to go out and meet up with my friends

Have been procrastinating alot too. I have yet to do my nails, bank in my cheque and also to start on my presentation

But I have been driving!

On the evening of 10 Feb, Halim messaged me asking if my dad's car is free to lend him then we can go driving around. But daddy is working so I asked around and Rahim recommended this place in Commonwealth. Gave the address to Halim but the place closed early. So we postphone our driving trip to the next day instead.

On the 11th Feb, Halim went to rent a Hyundai Sonata. ( Yes I know it's the same as the taxi ) to drive at $80 nett. But the car condition wasn't that good. Anyway, was pretty excited about it. Called both Sham and Airie to join.

Then at night, after I finished my work, I waited him. Waited almost an hour lor. Lucky I had Jon and Huda to entertain me while waiting. Sham also cannot wait so he went home first. I persuaded him to wait and end up I told him to meet at his house and asked Airie to meet us there.

After Halim finally arrive, we went to send Syaz home at Serangoon I think, and since we're quite near Yiling's house, we asked her to join us as well. So the next place we went was to Yiling's house to pick her up. Then I drove to Bukit Batok to pick up Sham and Airie.

Felt so weird seeing them in the car cause both of them always take bike. Haha.

Yiling and I felt hungry so Sham recommended wonton noodles at Jurong. Let Yiling drove to Jurong. Turn out of the pick up point only she mount kerb. Damn funny lah. All of us laugh until cannot tahan sia. Halim laugh until wanna pee.

Reached Jurong, Sham treat me wonton mee and I treat everyone drinks. Couldn't finish my food so Sham finished it for me. Decided to ask Aiin to join cause her house it quite near. Halim drove there.

After picking her up, arranged to meet Basirun, Amir and Hasri at Jurong Hill. Yiling and I practiced our parking. I failed quite badly cause the parking lots damn weird.

After everyone came, there was like 3 cars and the next place we went was Marina South Pier. It's damn peaceful and nice. I would love to stay longer but everyone was abit hungry so the next place we went was West Coast.

Amir let me drive his car. I was suppose to let Sham take my car cause I promised that I'll drive a car and he be the passenger but end up dunno he take who's car cause Amir parked his car quite far.

Reached West Coast and Amir taught me parking. I would say i improved quite alot. Haha. Sat at West Coast macs and slack awhile. By then, it was already 5 plus in the morning and I have to work at 11am. So after awhile, everyone decided to go home.

I drove Basirun's car this time. Had Airie, Aiin and Basirun at the back seat while Sham sat at the front. Finally kept my promise of him sitting in a car that I drove. Next person to fufill that promise to would be Jon!

Sent the 3 of them to Sham's house at Bukit Batok and then drive Basirun back to my house. He took over after that to maybe go JB?

By the time I reached home, it's already 6am. Lucky my parents wasn't angry. Slept for awhile until 8 plus then went to bathe and go to work.

I'm A Driver Now!!! - 1 February 2010

2010-02-01T17:56:00.003+08:00

Say Hello to the new DRIVER!!!

I finally passed my TP with 12 points! Awesome or what. Ya I know it's 12 points. But still, I passed!

My driving in the circuit was perfect. So it's just a few careless mistakes outside. My efforts finally paid off. And it was my first attempt too. So Mr Jon, don't worry, I'll keep my promise. That is if you dare to sit my car. Hahaha.

But I guess I'll have to improve on my parking without poles first before I drive out without my dad sitting beside me.

Anyway, I finally got to see Thaipusam for the first time. After midnight shift with Diana, I walked out of the hotel with her just in time to see the people carrying the Kavadis and walking. I was so amazed. I even took a video of it and Diana kept saying I look like a tourist.

It just felt so magical watching them walking pass.

Past few nights with Diana have been really fun. Didn't sleep at all. First night with her was a little busy. By the time we completed our night duties, it's already 5am.

Second night was even busier, we finished our night duties only at 7am, which is when the morning shift starts. Had long talks with her and lots of laughter too. Plus eating all the oranges.

Yesterday night I worked E shift which is from 7pm to 3am. The moment I start work at 7pm, it was check in non stop until 11 plus. Mano came in at 9 as Zehan had urgent matters to attend to.

It was seriously damn busy. Arrivals not printed, departures not slotted, nothing was done. After 12, when I finished updating my reg. cards, I tried my best to finish everything so that Mano won't have to do them alone when I leave at 3am.

Left with Pei and took separate cab home.

Ok over with the happy stuff. Now for the shiffy stuff.

- One month have already passed and what have I done? NOTHING!

- I have not started on my project which is due in 28 / 29 days.

- I had enough of the same shifts for 4 weeks.

- I dunno how to park without poles.

- I feel giddy when I drove my father's car. It's definately not normal. I guess it's my braking. ut my dad didn't complain. So is it me? Or is it cause my father is using an auto car. Hmm...

3 months of slavery down, 3 more to go! - 30 January 2010

2010-01-30T15:07:00.004+08:00

Ok I think I'm starting to feel how everyone of my course mates are feeling. No doubt I looked forward to attachment starting and was really happy about getting to learn everything.

But what is the point when people are scolding and being unhappy with me when I asked about something that I'm unsure of or just asking for a little help?

I know I am supposed to stand on my own but once I make mistakes, then they will scold and say why never ask the seniors, and when I ask the seniors, I get scolded as well. What is the world turning into? Can't someone just ask for a little help and advice?

I know you guys are stressed, busy, unhappy or whatever but do you think it's fair for me who don't know anything and then you start venting your anger on me cause I asked a question?

Not everyone is the same. You have some trainee who learn really quick and are really smart. And you also have some trainees who are a little slow at learning, and need some confidence.

I just happen to be one of them. Everyday there is something new for me to learn. Some I handle by myself. Some I ask for help. My position there is still a trainee even though I'm no longer attached to anyone so am I wrong to ask when I need help and want to learn something new?

I'm there to learn not for you all to vent your angry or frustrations on. You can talk nicely to me, not snap at me when your mood is down. If I'm the cause of it, then it's fine, but if I'm not, then i guess it's not fair for me right?

And you people also tend to compare. I know that once other trainee comes out, you will be comparing us. Not every cell in your body is the same right?

So no one is the same on Earth. Not even twins are the same.

I used to dread attachment coming to an end cause when I first started, everyone was really nice. But now, reality just sank in and I know who everyone is like.

April please come faster!! After this whole ordeal, I might just develope Sophophobia!

3 months of slavery down, 3 more to go.

fucking Pissed - 28 January 2010

2010-01-28T02:01:00.003+08:00

Have never been so pissed about something before. I am someone who is usually fine with any shifts that I get for work because it is my job and my responsibility to do it.

But isn't 4 weeks straight of the exact same shifts enough? I know I'm a trainee but it doesn't mean you can bully me like this. I'm there to learn, not to be bullied.

And using the " I can't put you this shift cause you have to learn " is not good enough. That's total crap.

I used to enjoy attachment very much and dread that the 4th April is coming nearer. But after you took over, I started wishing that 4th April will quickly come so I can get out of that place. I always feel happy whenever I see my roster but now, I don't even want to look at it cause it makes me hate you MORE!

None of my shifts and off you approve. Giving me crappy excuse. If you cannot do the roster properly, I suggest you tell the management and let them know instead of just doing it and making people like me dislike you more. Thank god I'm just there for 6 months and it's ending soon.

April please come faster!!!!!

I also dunno how you manage to get that position when I don't think you're really qualified with it. Yes you might have qualifications that I do not know of and I wouldn't want to know. But I think your basic English should be there. Don't you feel embarrassed when you talk to guest with the English that you have?

I do. I do feel embarrassed when you talk to guests in front of me with your standard of english. And looks isn't everything ya?

You might be pretty but when you're an airhead (which I think you are), it doesn't help much. I know I don't have the looks but I dare to say I excel in my language.

I don't usually talk about people on my blog but you have reached my limit for the year.

Even Kor Kor say that we haven had the same shifts or worked together for a really long time.

I doubt she'll approve our off to go to Sentosa in March.

Really dread going to work and seeing my roster now.

DAMN IT!!!!!!

RAWR!

A Million Thanks To... - 24 January 2010

2010-01-24T15:55:00.003+08:00

MR JON AND ANDREW FOR SWAPPING SHIFTS WITH ME.

THANK YOU SO MUCH! Indeed I'm lucky you guys are willing to change cause if not, I'll be rushing for my driving test right after work without sleep!

Although I think it's gonna be changed back to the same one again.

But still, I promised Jon that he'll be the first one I bring out if I passed my driving. That is, if he dare to be the first one to sit my car. Hahaha. Ok got sudden craving for Macdonalds Big Breakfast and Hotcakes.

Have been doing midnight shifts almost every week. Kinda sick of it already. I think I'm weird. I like really busy shifts, I like the middle drawer when many people have already told me that none of the trainees dare to take the middle drawer. But I love it. Plus I like working when it's busy.

But midnight shifts got no one at all. No guest who will call down, no guests to check out, only got occassional guest check in, nothing happening. Haiyo...

Pissed - 22 January 2010

2010-01-22T12:18:00.003+08:00

Betcha didn't know that!

Feeling pretty pissed with my new roster for next week. It's exactly the same as this week.

3 midnight shifts and including a 7pm to 7am shift on Sunday. Then I bet I'm going to have off on monday again and my roster will probably be the same throughout.

Not sure if anyone is complaining but I am complaining for sure. But what can I say. Can't complain much as walls have ears.

And I'm also just a trainee. What can I do except follow what is given and work. At least I get to work with awesome people.

RAWR!!!!!

Random Blogging - 18 January 2010

2010-01-18T23:32:00.004+08:00

Hi again. It's been awhile since I last blogged. Been quite lazy lately at home and busy at work but, I'm getting the hang of it so it's not so bad.

Went out with Mr Jon for supper after work on one of the days.

Wanted to go to Al-jilani but we ended up walking to some food place near Carlton Hotel for supper. His treat again. I'll treat you once I get my upselling money. Haha.

Sat around and talked for quite awhile then cabbed home.

Have been missing the island people lately. Hope to go to Songs one day to visit everyone again.

Ok I dunno what else to say. I have to do my presentation on the 1st of March but I haven even started on anything yet. Wonderful!

New Year! - 13 January 2010

2010-01-13T10:13:00.003+08:00

Wow I haven been blogging for damn long. Have been working everyday. Learning new things. Meet up with friends and other nonsense.

4 January

Sham, Airie and Saif dropped by the hotel to pick me up after work so we can go eat dinner/supper together. Airie queued up behind this guest who was checking in and I thought he was a guest. So I greeted him only to realise he's Airie. Hahaha. Cracked our brains on where to eat after work and ended up going to Al-Jilani.

Sham and I had Nasi Goreng Pattaya, Airie had tom yum soup and Saif had mee goreng. After that, bought kopi, milo and tea for Mr. Man, Terry Kor Kor, Rahim and Eric. After that, they sent me back home.

Then got abit of miscommunication, I told Sham he can make a turn and drop me off at my house downstairs instead of turning into the carpark. But Airie was quite far behond and he didn't know so he turned into my house carpark instead.

Lepak-ed at the carpark for awhile, after that I went back home to sleep and they went home.

Ok I dunno what else to update. So that's all for now.

Year 2009 - 31 december 2009

2010-01-01T00:50:00.007+08:00

Alright year 2009 is coming to an end and many things have happened even though it seems like time passed damn quickly.

This year I've

Kept my friends like Asad, Shumin, Benjamin and Kang Wei.

you guys are the best, always there for me to share whatever problems we have and always hunting for nice places to makan. Ben and Kang Wei also never fail to share their stories about going to thai disco and looking at thai girls. Makan session soon and maybe one day we can go to Bangkok together!

Asad - you are the bestest friend that i had. God knows how many thousands of secrets i have shared with you and also all the problems that i told you. But you're always patient and forever giving me advice plus tips on how the minds of boys work. Meet up pretty soon please and update one another on our lives soon.

P.S. you're getting old. Please marry soon. =)

Made awesome new friends like Hanis, Azili, Sham, Yiling, Airie, Halim, Amir, MinQuan and the list goes on.

My sentosa friends! you guys were the most awesomest people ever. Thank Basirun for getting me this job. If not, i wouldn't have met each and every one of you. But time has played a part in making us distant from one another as most of us have already left the place. I definately miss each and everyone of you including all our random trips to Ubin, our late night mass convo on msn, our hangout place at Seah Im, going up to office after SOS operating hours to return the keys, our smelly dungeon, gate 1 - 5, the crazy queues, Purple and green uniform, princess ami and i think the list is endless. To cut it short, I MISS EVERYONE!

Drifted apart from friends like Joan and Syaza.

We used to hangout, going to starbucks after school or just sitting in the canteen having our cup noodles. But somehow, we grew apart. Met different friends and are now busy with our own attachment. Just wanna let you guys know that i still miss you and will always be there for you when you need me.

This year, I had my very first job at Sentosa Island and I left the place because of attachment. And I went to Rendezvous Hotel and met awesome new people there like Jon, Steven, Terry, Zehan, Naazreen, Shanti, Sadrina and Rahim.

all of you are awesome as well, thank you for taking time to teach me and be patient with me. I am forgetful and absent minded so i tend to do wrong and forget certain things. but i am definately trying my best! I will miss everyone when i leave this place. 6 months may seem short but the memories i had during this period goes on.

I missed out alot of names but you have definately played an important part in my life.

This year I travelled alone for the first time to Bangkok to visit my relatives and friends.

This is also the year where I managed my own finance. My mum still gives me pocket money but not as much as before.

This is also the year I got a new phone. Which is Samsung Preston.

This is the year where I started staying out really late, going home past my curfew hours like 1am just to hang out with with the awesome people.

This is also the year where I skipped classes a lot more. Which kinda affected my grade.

This year, I went to Pulau Ubin to cycle and my love for nature and outdoor sports rekindled once more.

This year I also owned my Nikon D60 which I have shared lots of fun loving memories with. Unfortunately it's all gone when my laptop crashed.

This is also the year where I had lots of fun, grew up, met new people, learnt new things and widened knowledge.

This are the nice memories I had in Year 2009.

This year is also a year where things remained the same and most probably will for the next 5 years.

I hope year 2010 will be a better year for me.

I Can't Remember What I Did For Xmas - 30 December 2009

2010-01-01T00:27:00.004+08:00

Haven't been blogging for long again cause was working and on days when I'm not working, I'm sleeping. No life yes I know. But working life is really tiring. Plus midnight shifts. I nearly died.

24 December
Saw Wilson on my way to work and walked to hotel with him. While changing in the locker room, the aunty from the laundry suddenly came an and shouted for me.

I thought she was going to scold me cause I took another set of uniform without returning the other. But it turn out that she just want to look for me to pass me a present which is from "the new trainee from china"

I felt so paiseh lah. Like I never get present for him then he buy for me. Plus I only know him for awhile. Wasn't at work on the day of the gift exchange so I got my gift on the eve of christmas. Got it from Mages which is a set of eyeshadow. So nice of her. And thank god Diana loved my gift.

I also got another present from Terry. It's really very sweet of him to be so thoughtful and give me a present. Also got present from Steven as well. It's really cute.

Spent Christmas Eve trapped at Orchard Road. I forgot it's christmas eve and I somehow ended up at Orchard Road with Steven. Had Nasi Ayam Penyet for dinner at Lucky Plaza. Then after that took the bus home.

25 & 26 December
I honestly can't remember what I did for christmas and on boxing day. I think my memory is failing me.

Then it's the start of my midnight shifts! My first night was fun. Think it's cause I was pretty hyped up for my midnight. Second night was a little torture. Steven dropped by on my third night to accompany. Slept for 5 mins though cause I was kinda tired. He came by again on my fourth night. This time I slept for 15 to 20 mins. Was really really sleepy. My fifth night was alright. Not that sleepy. Was quite hyped. Time passed by quite quickly too.

Ok I'm gonna sleep for now. Toodles.

Back Again! - 22 December 2009

2009-12-22T09:36:00.003+08:00

Work have been fun like usual. I'm feeling a little sad that I'm gonna miss the gift exchange on Wednesday cause I wanna take pictures. But oh well, shall sleep at home and forget about it.

Haven been doing much. Except going out after work once with Mr. Jon on Saturday. Initial plan was to sit around at Starbucks while he played with my camera but end up we went to eat and walked a whole long way.

19 December
Work that day was a little busy. By 3pm, both our cashiers are not closed, paperwork still in a huge mess and not yet casted. And also we have loads of registration cards to update. So we finished up our work and by the time we're done, it was 4.

We felt a bit hungry so instead of going to drink coffee, Jon brought me to this really nice and cool japanese restaurant at Cathay. Took loads of pictures. Not of us but of the food and drinks.

After eating, he wanted to go look for his Christmas present and decided to walk to Suntec City instead of going to Plaza Singapura.

Passed by Carlton Hotel so we decided to go in. Met up with Ira, Fahlyn, Hakhim and Firdaus. Had a look at their pool and then we went off.

Passed by Raffles Hotel and we decided to go in for a tour. Kinda got lost in there cause we're going in circles. I so want to see how the suites look like. It must be damn amazing lah. Took some pictures as well. Jon wanted to go into LongBar just to have a drink and take pictures, but we decided to do that on another day with more people around.

Left that hotel and walked somemore. Reached City Hall area but by then, we weren't in the mood to go shopping so we decided to just keep walking and taking pictures. Stopped at Esplanade Walk to drink and sit down to chat a little.

Then it kinda started drizzeling a little so we kept walking. Ended up at Fullerton Hotel. Saw one of my schoolmates. I can't remember his name. Went to use their washroom cause it's really nice and Jon never see before. After using, spent quite long in there as well cause we look loads of pictures with the Koi fishes in the pond.

Finally left Fullerton and went to walk along Boat Quay, Riverwalk, Riverpoint and finally Clarke Quay. I felt so lost cause it's been so long since I last set foot in that area. So Jon brought me around. Took pictures until my camera battery died. Then it's time for us to go home. Cause I'm working morning the next day.

21 December
Yesterday was Trainee Hotel Day. Cause at the reception was only Steven and myself. Hahaha.

It's Bout Time I Updated - 13 December 2009

2009-12-13T10:33:00.005+08:00

Time to update! Have been neglecting my blog for so long. Work have been fun. It's really exciting to meet new guest everyday not knowing what type of people they are.

1 Dec
Went to meet Hanis at Starbucks One Fullerton to meet up and chill. Then walk over to the Merlion and sit there, talk and take pictures before heading back.

Then at night, Sham, Airie and Saif came over to my place and chit chat. Walk to the market first cause Airie wanna eat.

After that, went back to my house and look at air tickets to Bangkok. Sham fell asleep and 3 of us decided on the dates and all. But decided to wake the big boss up to make the final decision.

After that, they left around 2 plus and I went to sleep.

After that I cannot remember what else I did. Except for watching loads of movies like

New Moon was way more awesome then Twilight. Twilight major fail can. Maybe not that bad but still, I didn't really like it. Was hesitant to watch New Moon but cause I'll feel weird not watching it and cause Steven wanna watch it so I decided to watch.

Turn out totally different cause it was good. The book was damn boring but the movie was nice. Not cause of Jacob or Edward. I don't swoon over them.

I think it's cause of the director. It was a different director and I guess that makes it better.

Next movie I watch was

Yep. Case 39. It was something like The Orphan but I didn't watch that movie. It was quite good. But bloody also. Almost wanted to faint. Lucky Steven was there to cover my eyes at all the bloody part so it wasn't so bad.

Another recent movie I watched was

It was so cute! I didn't want to watch it cause I thought it'll be boring but Steven wanted to so I watched it with him. It's really funny and cute. Love it.

And I watch this yesterday.

It's been awhile since I watched this kind of cartoon movie and it really brings back memories from the past. Like Snow White, Cinderella, Beauty and the Beast etc... I really love Disney Princess movies.

Princess and the Frog was cute. There's happy and sad in the movie. Sad was when one of the characters died. And happy was when they got married. As frogs. Even happier when they transformed back into humans.

Back to non movies stuff. Had my hotel's dinner and dance on the 10th of December (Thursday). Diana lent me her shirt so I can go. Nurul and Sadrina helped with my make up.

Sat with Andrea, Mages, Nurul, Syahira, Diana, Sadrina, Hasrina, Wong and Jack. It was fun. Food was ok. Terry came late so there wasn't a place at our table for him. Entertainment was funny. I won myself a DVD player. Cool or what right?

After D&D, went to operator to wait for Steven. Walked all the way to Orchard. Then I became lazy and I decided to cab home.

WTH - 29 November 2009

2009-11-29T11:06:00.003+08:00

I just realised that I took loads of pictures with people during my dinner and dance but I've yet to see my photos yet. I don't even know how I look like during the event. FML.

Long Post - 28 November 2009

2009-11-27T10:58:00.004+08:00

haven been blogging for long cause was quite busy with work and movies. Hahaha.

24 Nov
Went to watch

this movie with Steven. He waited 4 hours for me cause he ended work at 3 and I end my shift at 7. I didn't want to watch it at first but Nurul say it's nice so I decided to watch it. It was so scary lah. Got abit of a headache cause of the spinning camera. I covered my eyes most of the time and Steven kept laughing at me lah.

Movie was good. First part was boring though. Only the night time was interesting and scary as hell. The ending was a cliffhanger. What I really wanna know is how did she kill the boyfriend and what did he see when he went down to see the girlfriend. Hmm... Guess we'll never find out.

After the movie, we walked from Plaza Singapura to Wheelocks place to lepak at Starbucks. Went off around 11.30 and he sent me off to the bus stop.

Went online and talked to Terry. He damn idiot lah. Ask me to sleep well cause later, something will pull my leg and drag me down the hall which happened to the girl in the movie. Fell asleep eventually cause I was tired.

25 Nov
Went out with Steven again. Headed to Marina Square this time. Had time before the movie started so we went to look for Asad at One Fullerton. After that, we went back to Marina Square.

Wanted to watch My Girlfriend Is An Agent but we ended up watching this.

Movie was damn long lah. But it was good. Like what Yiling say, the effects very good. HAHAHA. Some parts are sad though. Like the people died trying to save the ones that they love. How sad is that even though one of the characters is a bastard, he died trying to save his son. That scene is so touching.

After the movie, went back home cause was quite tired and Kang Wei and Benjamin are dropping by.

Reached home, put down my stuff and went to Whampoa Market to meet them. Talked about our attachment and all.

While talking, got this 2 girls wearing really short skirt, purposely stop in front of us and talk. And Kang Wei damn bastard. Keep looking at them when I'm talking to him. After awhile, they walk away then we continued talking.

Awhile later, they came back again and this time, Benjamin decided to go off cause Kang Wei wanna show of his car also. And he offered to send me home so I went into the car.

Being the Ah Beng that he is, when he turning out of the lot, he mount the kerb and my head hit the side of the door lah. Damn pain.

Reached home, used laptop awhile and went to sleep.

26 Nov
Met up with Asad today. Went to Marina Square to find him and saw Shumin there as well. His inhuries danm scary lah. After Asad finished work, we went to Cathay to buy tickets for movie. He bought tickets for movie not me cause I wasn't watching.

After that, went to eat at Long Johns Silver. Then sit and update one another until his friend arrive. Then talk more until 7. Left and went to meet Steven who just finished work. Went to eat at some shop opposite Ibis Hotel. He ate not me cause I ate already.

After that, he accompanied me to Shaw Plaza and he went off from there.

27 Nov
Off day. Rotted at home.

28 Nov
Worked with Zehan and Terry today. Not a good day to work.

After work, went to lepak with Zehan, Mages and Andrea. Went to lepak at Mr Bean and I ordered passionfruit soda which taste nice.

Sat and talk lots of nonsense. After that, Zehan went off and we all go home.

I Miss Ubin - 24 November 2009

2009-11-24T08:05:00.004+08:00

Haven been blogging for long cause I was busy and nothing exciting happened. No outings and stuff.

Off this Friday and I wanna go Ubin again cause I miss it so much. I miss all my random Ubin trip with the Oscarettes. It's always fun especially with Abang Halim leading, Basirun who have to always tompang Azili cause she don't know how to cycle.

Yiling would be my sister cause we always die at the upwards slope together.

Ubin trip again soon please. Basirun also off on Friday but it's Hari Raya Haji so he cannot go. I mention going to Ubin to Jon and he say he wanna go but he is working at night so he'll probably. Andrew have the same off day as me though. But he not sure if he have anything on or not.

*update: I uploaded the random fact!

Great Night - 19 November 2009

2009-11-19T09:59:00.003+08:00

Working in the afternoon later. so I shall update about stuff few days ago. Haha.

So anyway, during my off day which was on Tuesday, I went around Singapore. Haha. Ok not around Singapore. But I went to Eunos then went to Plaza Singapura before heading to Paradis Centre to help Sham look for his guitar strings.

Went home after that to rest for awhile. Then Sham messaged me saying he'll be there with Airie right after Songs. Then asked me to look for a place to have dinner together. At around 7 plus in the evening, he called me again saying he did not go to work cause it's raining quite heavily. Then he tols me he brought his PS3 to fix and sound damn happy lah. Next house to lepak at is at Sham's house!!

Hung up after awhile and I just laze around doing nothing when. Then he messaged me at 10 saying he is on the way and he reached at 10.30. Damn fast can. I thought he was with Airie but he's alone. So we sat there and slacked, talked, laighed, disturbed each other and other nonsense.

At around midnight, we walked to Balestier cause Sham felt like eating. Went to eat prata and he treated me. Thanks Sham! Sat there and slacked for awhile before making our way back to our same spot.

Talked and laughed again. Then Sham decided to walk me back home. But we saw another bench and went to sit on it and talk again.

Left the place at 3.30am. Went up to get Sham's guitar first then walk him to his bike. After that I went back home.

Decided not to sleep cause if I sleep, I wont be able to wake up for work which starts at 7am. Sham messaged me when he reached the place and we messaged for awhile. After that, I got ready for work. That's when the tired-ness kicked in.

Jon was like asking what happen why my face like that. Then I say I didn't sleep at all and he say I very power. Hahaha. Awhile more, Terry asked me what happen. Then I just say tired. But I felt more energised as the day passes but Steven say I have panda eyes already. Time to get more sleep!!

Off Day - 17 November 2009

2009-11-17T20:40:00.004+08:00

Yesterday was my first time working at the reception. Sadrina, Jon and Diana was very nice and all. Checked in some guests, other then that, helped Sadrina and Jon look for registration cards and update the profiles.

Went for lunch with Jon and Sadrina. Then when going back, Jon purposely open the door very little only for himself to squeeze in then want to close the door. Hahaha. Had lots of fun out there with everyone. Looking forward to work tomorrow!

Went to Eunos today, after that headed down to Paradis to help Sham look for his guitar strings. Later he coming to my house to take the strings and to lepak. Lepak session again!!!

Sleepover!! - 15 November 2009

2009-11-15T11:57:00.015+08:00

That is a WHOLE lot of blood.

Anyways, Sham and Airie are sleeping at my house right now. I think all our body clock is pretty much fucked up.

Both of them including Yiling came to my house yesterday night at around midnight. Hanis was suppose to join us but she had something on.

First, Sham called me to say they are lost and at some huge carpark. Immediately I know where they are but then Sham say he'll ownself find his way to my house. Few minutes later, Yiling called me saying that they left her at my house downstairs and they went to find carpark but both of them came in the wrong way so they ended up on the pavement with all the old man looking at them weirdly.

Came to me house and use MSN for awhile. Then we all started playing Wii. It's damn funny lah. The boxing games and all.

After playing, we went into my room cause everyone is sleeping and we don't want to make too much noise. Then we watched funny videos on Youtube. Damn funny lah. Then my mother say our laughter is louder then her alarm clock. Hahahaha.

Yiling wants to go home so we all decided to go for breakfast before sending her home. Sham didn't have an extra helmet so Airie sent Yiling there first while Sham accompany me to wait for Airie to come back. Had breakfast at Shaw Plaza's McDonalds.

After that both of them intend to send Yiling home before coming back to my house but Airie fae really cannot tahan already so I ask him to go sleep at my house first while Sham sent Yiling home.

Talked to Airie and stuff while waiting for Sham. We both thought he'll get lost but end up he never get lost. Even come all the way to my house door step.

Airie slept after awhile but Sham is still going strong so he played PS2 for awhile and played some motor racing with me. Damn long lah the race. Played until I nearly fall asleep. HAHAHA.

After that, we went back into my room to talk then end up Sham also fall asleep.

Woke up around 5 then just nice Airie also wake up. Initial plan was to hope that they wake up sometime around 3 so that can go eat pizza for lunch cause both of them slept through lunch hour and I went to buy food for my family.

But Airie woke up at 5 and somehow or rather, Sham also woke up. Freshened up and then Airie have to leave for work. I asked him if he want to bathe but he say no need. So SOS mates, good luck if you're working with Airie today! HAHAHA.

Accompanied them to the carpark and then they wanted to smoke. So sat down and talked to them.

Got one Malay very irritating lah. He saw us standing around our bike and he decided to walk over to his bike which was covered. He took out the cover and then keep it, then he walk away. Damn action lah. Want to show off the bike only. His bike is huge and red. No doubt he wants attention.

Sham's bike look so small beside his. HAHAHA.

It's really fun hanging out with them. Had so much fun and laughter. Looking forward to our overseas trip!! YAY!

Finally Using My Laptop Again! - 14 November 2009

2009-11-14T18:18:00.009+08:00

Ok just ignore the word. Was abit slow in postig this picture up.

Anyway, the last time I blogged was on the 8th. I was so lazy to use my desktop to blog but now my laptop is up and running again so I'll be blogging quite regulary once more.

Nothing much happened. Except for major planning for Azili's belated birthday surprise.

Met up with Basirun on the 11th (Tuesday) to plan for her birthday and also to have dinner. Couldn't remember much.

Brought Andrew to Sentosa on Thursday, which is on the 12th. Met up with Richard and he let us played on the Segway. Then brought him in to watch the 8.40 show. He is damn fascinated by it lah.

Walked to the beach cause he wanna try calling home to Indonesia but no reception. We only found reception somewhere in between gate 2 and the toilet. Damn funny.

Went home after that. Sham called me to talk and wanted to rant something to him but he's eating so I asked him to eat first then call me. He called me and I ranted part 1 to him cause it's going to rain and he wanna go home.

Yesterday during work was fun. Steven went out to McDonalds for lunch and asked if I want anything. So I ask Rerverations and they asked him to buy nuggets. After that, when he's going home, Magesh asked him to come back and we manage to psycho him to go to Cathay to buy ice cream for us. He bought Chocolate Theraphy and Mango sorbert. Couldn't finish it so I asked Huda and Jon to eat also.

After awhile, Jon came back again cause it's his break and I asked him to finish all the ice cream. Hasrina gave him a straw and he drink until very happy. Hahaha.

Waited for Zehan to knock off from work and we went to Paradis to eat at Dallas. Sat there for quite some time and talked about everything. Turn out we're pretty much in the same situation.

After eating, we walked from Paradis all the way to Takashimaya and then back to Somerset MRT station. Halfway while walking with her, Sham called and we talked again for awhile. But I hung up cause was with Zehan.

After we went separate ways, I called back Sham to rant even more stuff. He was being sweet and all cause he lent me a listening ear when I needed one. Thanks Sham.

Today was my last day in reservations and back office. Cause on Monday, I am going out to Reception. I dunno what came over me cause I was damn sleepy and I actually fell asleep for awhile. Sorry Magesh! It was quite funny cause both of us was struggling to stay awake.

Went out to eat lunch at Dallas again. After lunch, went back to the hotel to work. Then Steven came in and Magesh started disturbing him abit. Then he talked to me. A bit only. And Magesh teased him again say hes blushing and all.

Jon was also being funny today. First he say he lonely eat lunch alone then he brought in the mini rubix cube. I fixed like half of it but the other half I dunno how. So I changed the stickers. HAHAHA.

Then when Jon came in again, I gave it to him and he really believed that I can fix rubix cube.

Nesh's 21st Birthday Party - 8 November 2009

2009-11-08T14:27:00.003+08:00

Went to Nesh's birthday party yesterday with Basirun, Sham and Airie.

Met Basirun at Novena to go to his house cause he wanna bathe and all. He take damn long to prepare lah.

Asked me what shirt he should wear, then he cannot decide when I pick for him. Then after choosing his shirt, he disappeared for quite long so I thought he went to bathe. End up, he was only ironing his shirt.

His bathing time was ok. Took around 10. But he take half an hour to wear his shirt and style hair and stuff. Damn long can.

Left the house at 7 and went to Lakeside to meet Sham and Airie. When we reached, Basirun decided to pull stunt and say he wanna cab there cause he dowan his hair messy. Damn idiot can.

Took Airie's bike. Reached around 8 and we had to sit at the back near the toilet. And Sham look handsome lah. Wear white shirt all. And we both matching sia. White top and black bottom.

And Amirul thought Sham and I together. Anyway, the 3 of us hung out cause we were quite far from the rest and we know nobody else there. So I just stuck on to them.

After the party, we all went to their bike and decide on where to go. End up decided on Marina Barrage cause I have never been there. Took Sham's bike. I felt a bit scared cause my leggings and top quite slippery so keep sliding. Then Sham say if scared, need hug him tight tight.

While on the way to Marina Barrage, we got lost cause we took the wrong exit. So stopped at the bus stop and Sham looked at the directory while I tried contacting Airie and Basirun. Cause both idiots let us go first even though Sham dunno the way there. Hahaha.

Got back onto the road and tok the right exit. But the road and construction inside damn confusing and end up Sham lost his way again. After turning a few rounds, we finally arrived at the place.

Went up to the top and Basirun became the tour guide. Hahaha. Talked about our times in SOS and stuff. Left at place at 1 plus. Then they sent me home first. Thanks Sham!

No Laptop! - 7 November 2009

2009-11-07T00:18:00.003+08:00

Reason for not blogging is cause my laptop crashed. All thanks to my brother. And I dunno why I don't like blogging on my desktop. Maybe cause I cannot lie down and blog. HAHA. Yes I'm lazy.

Anyways, went out on Tuesday with loads of people. Basirun picked me up from work, then we went to pick Azili up from her school. Then head to Hasri's house area to pic him up. After picking him up, we went to Harbourfront cause Hasri wanna park his bike there.

After he got into our car, we went to Jalan Kayu to eat prata. Food was nice. Too bad no photos. After eating, Basirun got fined cause he forgot to put parking coupon.He dropped me off at Eunos after that. Thanks Basirun! I'm blogging in brief cause I cannot remember what happened.

Like what Min Quan says, I always STM.

On Wednesday, worked as usual. Nothing much.

Friday, which is today. Initially planned to bring Andrew, Peter, Dustin and Monty to Sentosa. But Andrew and Dustin both worked afternoon shift. Then planned to watch movie with Monty cause he asked me a few times already. But end up have to meet my mum for dinner.

After work damn funny lah. Monty and I finish work at around the same time, so we plan to walk out together. But when I finish work, I saw him busy. So i decided to just go first. And I took my own sweet time in the toilet cause I was sure that he'll be slow.

But when I went up to the checkpoint, he was already there, in civilian clothing. I was damn shocked lah. Like, he changed damn fast please. To think I actually took my own sweet time. Haha. The difference of a guy and a girl.

Anyway, walked with him to Plaza Singapura and we separated. He went to meet his friend and I went to meet my mum. Had my dinner with her and I BOUGHT A NEW GAME!

People who are invited to my slumber party next Saturday can play it!

Ok I very lazy to blog already which is why I'm not going to state what I bought today. Shall leave it for later!

Toodles...

My Sister's Keeper - 01 November 2009

2009-11-01T16:54:00.003+08:00

Green cola? Ewww.

Anyways, I watched this show yesterday...

with Andrea and Sheikh from Banquet. Planned just to watch the both of us. Then saw Sheikh sitting at the security checkpoint and somehow he knew that we're going for movie so decided to ask him along.

My review of the movie? Not that good. I expected it to be better. I knew they change the ending and that Kate would die but it wasn't as good as I thought. I think it would be a better hit if they stuck to the original ending where Anna dies. Then it would definitely be more heart wrenching.

After the movie, it was raining to we waited at the carpark area for awhile for the rain to stop. But it only got lighter so we decided to just walk under the drizzle to Plaza Singapura.

Walked around the shopping mall for a place to hang out. Ended up at Long Johns Silver. Shared my dinner with Andrea. After that we went to the MRT and go home.

Worked in the morning today with Mages. She bought breakfast for me. Thanks!! Had lunch with Andrea as usual along with Andrew, Peter, Monty, Masagos, Marges and Syahira. Lots of fun and laughter as usual.

Then Monty said he never go to Songs of the Seas before and that he want to go. So I said I'll bring him there. Talk about SOS makes me wanna go back to work in the island.

Miss everyone!!

Ice Cream! - 30 October 2009

2009-10-31T00:51:00.002+08:00

Went to work as usual today. Went out with Marges during lunch to buy food back. While waiting for our food, she told me that there are a lot of prostitutes living around the area.

After we left the place, I saw this girl wearing damn short shorts, revealing top and damn high heels. I immediately thought of her as one of the girls from upstairs and Marges commented on the way she walk and also say she'll laugh if the girl fall.

However, I did a double take when I saw her face cause she looked damn familiar. In fact, I swore she was my ex school mate. And I was proven right hen I saw her talking to another of my ex school mate who was on her way to school. Marges asked which school I was from and I said a convent school. Which leads her to exclaim "WAH CONVENT GIRLS ALL DRESS LIKE THAT AH?!"

Tells a lot about girls nowadays.

Anyway, went to meet Hanis as Harbourfront to eat ice cream at Ben & Jerry. More ice cream session soon next time!!

Sentosa Spooktacular - 28 October 2009

2009-10-28T12:53:00.002+08:00

Ok I haven been blogging for long. It's time I updated my blog.

Went to Sentosa on the 24th October for their Spooktacular at IOS. It's damn fun lah.

Met up with Min Quan at Harbourfront MRT then went into island together. Laughed and talked about life. Saw Zul at Concourse and went to Gate 5 to see Yiling, Sham and Khairul. Went to disturb Khairul cause he's new and he never saw us before damn funny lah.

I gave him my sentosa pass and wanted to go into Songs of the Sea. Usual stuff. He told me it's the S pass and I cannot enter and I acted like a difficult guest until I burst out laughing cause I cannot tahan anymore.

After that went to ops room before going up to IOS to meet up with Hanis and the rest. Min Quan was nice enough to be my photographer cause I was afraid I would scream and throw my camera into the air or something. Hahaha.

Syuhaidah helped us in and we went in such a huge group. But Min Quan, Basirun, Hanis and myself decided to stay away from the rest so that we would get scared by the ghosts. Plus it's the few of us so it would be more thrilling.

I was so scared lah. Kept pulling Min Quan's arm and shirt and keep pounding his back and hiding my face in his shirt. I think if I see myself, I would have died laughing. But still, we managed to take a few pictures with the ghost. Min Quan was being weird that day. He cannot take pictures but all of us can. So weird lah.

After everything, we went out and walked around taking pictures with random ghosts. Then Yiling and everyone came out. Sham decided not to talk to me cause I didn't say hi to him when I saw him at gate 5. After walking around and talking, we decided to go in for another round. This time with Elizabeth from Retail. Sham was outside so I persuaded him to come in cause there wasn't any reliable guy for me to hold on to.

Elizabeth and I was holding on to each other when we walked in. After being scared by the first ghost, we kinda separated and I found Sham instead. So I pulled onto his jacket and were the first to walk. This time it was scarier cause I'm the first and everything I kena first. Thank god for Sham who was there for me to hide my face and comforting me. HAHAHA.

After second round in IOS, we went to meet up with everyone at Seah Im. Basirun and a few others wanted to go to KTM but Yiling, Airie, Sham, Halim, Hazlan and Min Quan decided to go to Macs instead. Wanted to treat Sham but then I have no money with me so end up Sham treat me dinner.

Sham and Airie left after eating and we went to concert hall to lepak. Waited for Amir and the rest to arrive. Then Basirun and Alif came also. Slacked until 1 plus before crossing over to the other side with Min Quan. The first cab came and Min Quan ask me to take that cab.

After reaching home and bathing, went online to talk to Steven for awhile before going to sleep.

Outing Again! - 23 October 2009

2009-10-23T23:29:00.002+08:00

Haven been blogging for quite some time. each time I want to blog, I'll get distracted by some other website. Hahaha.

Anyway, met up with Sham and Yiling after work at AMK for dinner at Fish & Co. Was really fun talking to them especially Sham. Like to say and do funny things to make me laugh. I laughed until I danm full lah. Then Sham say next time make me laugh can already. Save money. HAHAHA.

Then everything I do, Sham also will comment. From the time I take to eat to the way I laugh. Hahaha.

After dinner, we walked to the void deck to slack and wait for Airie. After he came, we went to the carpark to sit for awhile. Then suddenly, we heard a girl screaming. And we had a funny conversation.

Random Girl : AAAAHHHHHHHHHH!

Sham : Who sia?

Yiling : Aiyah this is normal one lah.

Me : Huh normal?

Airie : Normal, meaning everyday Yiling at home also scream like this lah.

Damn funny lah. After that, we went to Yiling's house. Took Airie's bike. He still have his P plate on so only can drive up to 132km/h. HAHA.

Airie ride like to give no warning. Want to speed just speed. Have to hold on to him for my dear life lah!

Reached Yiling's house, then the two guys hungry. So she went to cook maggie. After eating, we decided to look for people to online to webcam with but then there wasn't anyone with cam online.

Went back down at 12.30am so conduct a P plate removing ceremony for Airie. Damn funny lah. Then took Airie's bike home. Sham also follow. Thank you guys for sending me home!

Ok shall update more next time! Tata!

Fun Conversation! - 20 October 2009

2009-10-20T04:02:00.003+08:00

Time check : 4.02am

Just finished talking to Sham, Airie and Yiling. Sham is damn funny and entertaining.

Shall continue later. Nights world. I mean good morning!

UPDATE!!!

Went online last night as usual. Then Sham talked to me. And we added Hanis and Airie into the conversation. Then add in Yiling also. Talked until damn funny lah. Then after awhile, Hanis left.

At around 12 plus, Sham got damn bored and decide to web cam. So can see him on the chair like some towkay playing his PS3. The face damn serious also. Hahaha.

Asked Sham to give us guided tour of his room but he dowan cause he say his room damn messy. Then he randomly took a towel from his chair and threw it onto the floor. Ok not throw. He kinda flung it onto the floor behind him. I keep laughing cause it's damn funny.

Then he keep moving his eyebrows like the cadbury eyebrow advertisement. Keep making me laugh. Then Yiling and I persuaded him to give us a tour so he gave us a tour of the rubbish in his room. Got chilli sauce bottle, pringles, bowl (most probably eating maggie at night), clothes and other nonsense. Then he took a cap and wear it. After that, he flung it onto the floor behind him.

Then Airie asked us to watch a video with music. Sham wore his cap and like move his hear to the music complete with his hands in the air. Damn entertaining lah.. Kept laughing non stop.

Then he took the scarf and wrap it around his face. That was at like 3 plus nearly 4? Then Airie asked me to watch this video and he tricked me lah. Scared the living daylights out of me. After that, we all went offline to sleep.

And I gave Halim a morning call yesterday at 7. I called him until 7.20am lah. Nearly scolded him cause he never pick up then keep on engage. But I never cause I am a nice girl. HAHAHA. Call him until I lazy want to listen the the dial tone. Just press call then leave the phone on the table. Then after that, call again.

Hanis's Last Day - 19 October 2009

2009-10-19T23:45:00.003+08:00

Small but deadly!

Haven been blogging about my attachment but it's fine. Covered telephone department, lounge and I'm currently doing concierge. Everyone have been really nice to me especially Aunty Dalip and Yusrah from telephone department, Shanti from lounge and Uncle Azali and Rahim from concierge.

Work yesterday was damn tiring. I dunno why but I was super sleepy. When I got home intending to sleep, Samuel asked me out to meet him at Harbourfront. Decided to go cause I'm meet Hanis at Seah Im after SOS. So I went to meet him.

Walked around Vivocity then we got bored. He suggested going into Sentosa. I refused to pay for entry so he bought me a ticket. Then he asked me to go to Songs of the Sea but I don't want to watch so we just sat down and talk at the Imbiah Station around the Merlion until he went off cause he's meeting his friends.

Went to SOS to meet everyone. Then went to Seah Im. Sham damn funny lah. I didn't say hi to him when I meet him, then while walking to take the bus, he told Yiling he saw someone familiar. I ignored him and then talked to Yiling. When she replied, Sham say "EH! Who you talking to."

He purposely disturb me cause he say I never say hi to him. Went to Seah Im, eat and discussed about possible Bangkok trip with Sham. Then after that, went home.

Meeting! - 17 October 2009

2009-10-17T23:35:00.003+08:00

Have been meeting up with SOS people these few days. Went to Seah Im to meet up with Hanis, Airie, Sham and Halim yesterday. Hanis left early so only got the 3 of us.

Sat at Seah Im until the cleaners came to clean the floor, then we moved to macs.

Halim kept promoting his Spooktacular night. Helped Sham buy food and I shared his fries. After eating, talking and laughing, we went to sit at concert hall to wait for Amir. Sham say he very sleepy but then Amir is late.

Slacked with them until 1 plus then I took the cab home.

So much pain...

Feelings - 15 October 2009

2009-10-16T01:38:00.002+08:00

This son totally describes how I'm feeling now.

Psychic by Vanessa Hudgens

Sometimes I feel his love, sometimes I don't
There's times when he proves it, and times when he won't
It's time I know the deal 'bout how he truly feels
I guess what's killing me is just not knowin'

My friends all tell me maybe I should seek a psychic
They tell me just beware I may or may not like it
But either way I know I need to get some answers
'bout where I stand with him
How do I know, I need to know

If he's for real won't you please let me know
Or is he just playin' let your magic card show
Something 'bout when he's here makes me not see so clear
Does your crystal ball show any lovin' at all

My friends all tell me maybe I should seek a psychic
They tell me just beware I may or may not like it
But either way I know I need to get some answers
'bout where I stand with him
How do I know, I need to know

I know this must seem so desperate
But desperate's what I've become
I'll do anything to know I'm the only one
Anything to get the truth from you

My friends all tell me maybe I should seek a psychic
They tell me just beware I may or may not like it
But either way I know I need to get some answers
'bout where I stand with him

My friends all tell me maybe I should seek a psychic
They tell me just beware I may or may not like it
But either way I know I need to get some answers
'bout where I stand with him

How do I know (I need to know), I need to know
How do I know (I need to know), I need to know
How do I know (I need to know), I need to know
How do I know (I need to know), I need to know



Once again, I gave out my heart to the right person at the wrong time.
What's worse is that I cannot bring myself to get away from you

I Wanna Go To Bangkok. Again. - 15 October 2009

2009-10-15T12:06:00.002+08:00

Oh My God. I am itching to go to Bangkok AGAIN!!

Planned with Amir to go with a few sos people like Sham and Airie. Yiling might be going. Might be cause she doesn't know if she still have school or not.

Went to look at the air tickets and it's damn cheap lah. Keep telling Yiling that I feel like booking it now.

Told Sham about the ticket price and he say it's cheap. But we're only allowed carry on luggage. Then he say he's only gonna bring one set and buy the rest there. Just like what Airie said yesterday.

Ok I gotta stop dreaming. Later end up no one can go then I go alone again. HAHA.

Outing! - 14 October 2009

2009-10-15T01:02:00.002+08:00

My off day today so went out with Sham, Yusri, Yiling and Farhana. Have been talking to Sham for a few days already to hang out so Sham suggested Wednesday which is today cause more people can join us.

Woke up early in the morning to prepare to meet Yiling at CDC to accompany her make her PDL. Then after that went to the Thai Embassy to take forms for my mum. Then went home to rest awhile before going out to meet the rest.

Yiling reached first followed by Sham and then me. Went to Ang Mo Kio Central to eat cause Sham is hungry. Then we sat down and talked. When Yusri and Farhana arrived, we went to play pool. Think Sham got a bit irritated at me cause I don't really know how to play. Sorry!!

After playing, we went to Ang Mo Kio Ave 10 for dinner. Yiling and I took bus while the rest took bike. Ordered food and eat.

Then I fed this small cat a prawn. After that, it became quite daring so it hopped onto our bags which is on the chair. Yiling chased it down then it hopped onto my lap. Damn daring lah. I let it lie there but when it wanted to go onto the table, I chased it down. But then, it hopped up again and I carried it down. And for the third time, it hopped onto my lap but this time, Sham brought the cat down and then he make sure the cat stays down. The cat still stubborn lah want to hop back up but Sham block the cat.

After that, we decided to leave. Planned to cab home cause it's already late but Sham decided to send me home. Yiling took the bus cause it's quite near her house. Walked to the carpark then slacked there for awhile cause they looking at Yursi's bike.

After that got onto Sham's bike and he sent me home. Reached my house then accompanied him walk to my house's ATM machine then after that, he went off.

Thank you Sham!

Attachment! - 9 October 2009

2009-10-09T22:17:00.003+08:00

Thank god they are smaller than us (in size)

Ok, I haven't been blogging for long cause I went to sleep damn early almost every night. I actually slept at 11pm. Can you believe it? I used to sleep at 4am or 5am but now, I'm sleeping at 11pm. That's like 5 or 6 hours difference.

Waking up every morning at 5am sucks. Ok, I find this damn funny. I used to sleep at 5am but now I'm waking up at 5am. HAHAHA. Ok it's only funny to me. Anyway, attachment have been fine. The people are all very nice to me.

I think I am going to get fat. Andrea have been feeding me snacks everyday. Plus after snacking, I go for lunch. And then I snack somemore. That's real bad...

Moving on to other stuff...

Went back to Sentosa on Tuesday which is the 6th. Went to return all my logistics. Then goofed around with Hanis, Aqilah and Yiling. After that, followed them up to the office. Yiling and I updated each other about happenings all the way. Didn't go into the office as we both sat outside and continued talking.

Went to Seah Im after that just like old times. Slacked with Amir, Yiling, Hanis, Airie and Halim. Then Basirun came and slacked for awhile.

Then everyone went off. Waited for Firdaus and Sri to arrive. Sent Hanis home first. We both just felt so weird in the car. Then Firdaus sent me home. Thank you Firdaus.

And I am still waiting for my D&D pictures from Shumin.

Finished watching Suparb Buruth Satan สุภาพบุรุษซาตาน few moments ago and I've got to say the ending is totally crap. It's a happy ending but it's a little messed cause the hottie Off Chanapol Satya got injured while filming and have to be admitted into hospital. So ending is kinda all over the place. Even though the ending is messed up, this show really made me laugh real hard cause Pinky and Off quarreling/arguing scenes were really funny while their lovey dovey scenes were really nice.

Wang Nam Kang is nice too. Ending is real good even though the little situation towards the ending is really unnecessary. Would like to watch Pinky pairing with either Off or Tawin again!

HPO Dinner And Dance - 2 October 2009

2009-10-02T23:18:00.003+08:00

Dinner and Dance was yesterday, and it was A-W-E-S-O-M-E!

Met Andrea at Far East Plaza around 4.45pm yesterday to do our make up and hair at 5. The lady doing our make up was nice. Met another girl from hospitality at the shop too, so we decided to go together. I forgot her name!

Cause there was 3 of us, we finished our make up and hair at around 6.45. It's my first time wearing false eyelashes and my eyes felt kinda heavy, like they were threatening to close anytime. Felt so weird. And when the lady curled my hair, I was so scared she's going to accidentally touch me with the tongs cause she accidentally touch Andrea when she was doing her hair.

Thank god she didn't burn me by accident.

Took a cab to Concorde Hotel. We walked out of the shop in our dresses and everyone was looking lah. Felt so weird.

When we reached the hotel, saw many people who looked damn different. Jena signed us in and I took my lucky draw number which was 073. Then we went to look for Shumin and hung out with him while mingling with the rest.

Went in when it was time and sat with Syaza, Eidel, Amilin, Zaman, Hakhim, Firdaus, Andrea and Shumin. Benjamin, Kang Wei and Chong Wei joined us a little late.

The emcee was entertaining, and the food was not too bad. The games and performances was good. Results for Mr and Ms HPO was disappointing though and some people kinda over reacted.

And I won the lucky draw. Haha. It's a $20 NTUC voucher. Dance floor was opened after the dinner, but I left after awhile cause was suppose to meet Basirun. After Andrea left, I walked out of the hotel with Benjamin, Chong Wei and Kang Wei. Then waited with them while they decide on where to go next.

After they left, I walked to Cineleisure to meet up with Halima to wait for Basirun. He came after 900 years. HAHAHA.

Wanted to slack but then I was super sleepy and tired. When reaching my house carpark, he turned and looked at me lah. I bought clothes to change and he was like "you wore that to the dinner?"

Talked for awhile at my house carpark before I left for home. After bathing, felt refreshed and watched some episodes of วังน้ำค้าง (Wang Nam Kang) before sleeping.

Out The Entire Day - 30 September 2009

2009-10-01T00:30:00.002+08:00

He's colour blind and yet he produced all those amazing crayons?! Woah!

Met up with Andrea at Far East Plaza yesterday to look for a dress for dinner and dance. Bought me into a shop and I instantly fell in love with a dress. It's so gorgeous! People took damn long to find a dress but I just take a few mins. HAHAHA. Also went to make an appointment to do our hair and makeup.

Saw Ruby and Jena too. Went to Takashimaya after that. Saw Shuyi at Bakerzin. Bought Auntie Anne's pretzels and went to slack for awhile with Andrea.

Then I went to meet Sham at Bugis after Andrea left. He told me he's at Sim Lim Square. I asked him to come to Orchard but he dunno where to park. Then he said he doesn't want to go to anywhere with ERP. So I went to Bugis instead.

Met him at the MRT and we went to have dinner. He had dinner. I was full from all the snacking earlier. Went to the shop opposite Bugis Junction. Then after that went to Ah Chew's Desserts. I had my honeydew sago as usual, but the taste wasn't as nice. Sham ate chocolate ice cream.

Sat damn long in the shop and talked about loads of stuff. Then Sham had cravings for ice cream again. So he had another round of ice cream. Continued talking until really long, then we decided to leave for Harbourfront.

Was suppose to meet Basirun there. Took Sham's bike there. When he reached, he had Nasi Ayam Penyet. Damn big appetite lah. Talked even more while waiting for the rest to arrive. Also passed him the short I bought from Bangkok for him.

Then finally those SOS people came. Missed them so much lah. Hanis, Yiling, Noraini, Airie and Ella was there. Talked to them and then showed them my dress. Ella said it's nice.

Then Halim came. Gave him his Red Bull shirt. After awhile, the rest went home except for Halim, Yiling and myself. Basirun asked me to wait for him. Was suppose to meet him after meeting Andrea but I went to meet Sham instead. HAHAHA.

Sat at the car park and talked more. Then Basirun came with Halima, Sri and her boyfriend. Amir also came in his own car. Gave Basirun his bag. Glad he liked it. hahaha.

Then the rest went to East Coast Park while Amir sent me home first then send Yiling.

Thank you Amir!

Missing Bangkok - 28 September 2009

2009-09-28T20:36:00.002+08:00

The name totally suits them! Hahaha.

I AM SO BORED.

I am missing everyone and everything in Bangkok.

When I was there, there's something for me to do. Helping my grandmother sell things in the shop, playing with the neighbour kids, ride the motorbike to the nearby shopping centre through the short cut, driving the car at 80km/hr.

Yeah I drove at 80km/hr once and P' Ek kinda freaked out. I think if I have a car, I'll drive damn fast. It's so cool lah. And when I'm there, I can play with the cats and dogs and watch my neighbour's dog attempt to rape my grandma's cat. Damn funny.

There's always someone for me to talk to and always something for me to do. I actually survived without computer, internet and MSN for 12 days!!

Now that I'm back, everything is so quiet and boring. No cats for me to play with, no kids for me to play with, no sound of the motorcycles riding past my house.

I MISS BANGKOK!!!!!

Now I feel weird speaking in English. I prefer speaking Thai to everyone. I love Thai kids cause I can speak Thai to them and I sound polite with all the "ka" at the end of every sentence. But English don't have "ka" and it sounds weird.

Ok I am going crazy and I should stop.

I'm Back And I'm Missing Bangkok - 27 September 2009

2009-09-27T11:23:00.004+08:00

REAL LONG POST. DONT BOTHER READING. BUT IF YOU'RE BORED THEN GO AHEAD AND READ!

My 4 year old nieces ask me 800 questions a day.

Anyway, I'M BACK!! And I'm missing Bangkok terribly. I said I would update but I didn't cause the internet connection is seriously S-L-O-W.

Day 1 - Day of Arrival in Bangkok
Couldn't sleep at all cause of the excitement I guess. Managed to sleep for awhile but then I woke up again.

Went to bathe, then send Mummy to work and Brother to school. Then while waiting for Daddy to pick me up, I went online and talked to Min Quan who just got back from Batam and Halim who is preparing for school.

Daddy came back and picked me up to go to the airport. Met Yong Hua and his grandma there. He's suppose to go and come back with me but then some stuff happened and he's only going for one day.

Check-in at the counter and stuff then said good bye to Daddy. Decided to go in early to walk around and had some food. Had milo. Bought Johnnie Walker for my uncle and Cleo for myself.

Boarded the plane after awhile. The plane is really empty which makes it nice. But maybe cause it's in the morning. Slept in the plane and woke up when we're gonna land.

Went through the immigration and then went out to meet my uncle. But I couldn't find him so I followed Yong Hua to meet his uncle. Borrowed his uncle's phone cause I couldn't find a way to contact him and the conversation is damn funny.

Turn out my uncle is at Door 3, I'm at Door 3 and I'm just standing right behind him. We couldn't recognize each other lah!

Headed to Mochit to greet my grandma first. She couldn't recognize me. She said I look familiar but she couldn't remember who I am. Until my uncle told her, then she started screaming and hugging me.

Went to my uncle's house at Lak Si after that to keep my stuff and to rest while he went to work. Spent the time watching Thai dramas and HBO.

Aunty Tik came with P' Bill at around 7 to have dinner together and then she is bringing me back to Mochit to spend the night there. Packed my stuff and P' Bill asked if I'm moving house. Cause I packed lots of nonsense and my bag is really big.

Cabbed there and I talked to my grandma and neighbours at my grandma's shop. The feeling is so warm and nice. Everyone feels like family. Makes me wanna stay in Bangkok forever. Plus the guys there all look good. HAHAHAHHAHA.

Sleep with P' Bill and she asked her husband to go sleep upstairs with another cousin of mine. Hahaha

Day 2
Helped my grandma look after the shop in the morning. Damn fun lah. I like selling things. HAHA. Whenever someone wants to buy something, I'll ask them how much it is. I know, what the hell right?

Spent my afternoon playing with the neighbour's dog and my grandma's cat.

P' Bill came back from work at around 4 plus, but she had to babysit first before she can bring me out which is at 6. Decided to go to Lotus. Wanted to take a cab but then it's near our house so my grandma ask me to borrow P' Bill husband's motorbike.

I kinda freaked out while riding cause the road is dark. Seriously no light at all. Only the light from our bikes. Then at the side is tall grass. Plus P' Bill told me someone died there recently and many ghost haunting the place. Not helping at all.

Reached the place and walked around the shopping centre for awhile before having dinner. Then went home. Journey back wasn't that scary cause there were a few others riders with me.

Day 3
Uncle came to pick me up in the morning to go to his house. It's really cool cause my uncle is a soldier and the place I'm staying is in a military area. Every male in there belongs to the military. And there are tanks right below my uncle's apartment! Cool or what.

Anyway, told P' Ek that I want to learn driving and he damn on lah. He took his pick up, Toyota Vios and drove me to a place with lesser cars and taught me how to drive. After that, I drove around the place, learning how to turn and brake smoothly, how to reverse etc...

After a few hours, we got bored and decided to go home. Went back, bathed and then P' Mi came to pick me up to go to my grandma's house. He damn kan chiong lah. Keep asking me to faster pack my stuff.

Reached Mochit and went in to talk to my grandma for awhile. Wanted to cab to Central Ladprao but Aunty Muk told us that there's traffic jam and we took the motorcycle taxi instead.

Walked around and had dinner at Suki Hotpot which is a steamboat buffet. Damn nice. Cabbed home after that.

Day 4
P' Ek taught me driving again. This time, on the main road full of cars. I told him he's crazy but he insisted on asking me drive on the main road. And the roads in Bangkok damn scary lah.

No markings on the road, if got markings, all also fading. The hump no colour, cannot even see is hump. Got many portholes in the road. And Thai drivers all drive damn fierce one lah. Drive so fast.

I panicked and the pick up actually stalled in the middle of the road. I was so scared. But P' Ek was nice. He kept telling me not to panic and just slowly move off like how he taught me at first. Drove all the way to Rangsit and Krong Prapa, which is damn far from Laksi.

Slept at my uncle's house. Watched cartoon network until I fall asleep.

Day 5
Woke up damn early cause my uncle planned to bring me to Saraburi, another state in Thailand which is 2 hours away from Bangkok to visit my aunty and my twin niece. But my uncle had some stuff to clear first.

So since I'm awake, P' Ek brought me out to drive again. This time I'm not so scared. Only scared when he ask me to change lane cause the car in the other lanes drive damn fast.

Went back to my uncle's house and set off for Saraburi. Reached the place after 2 hours, and brought my Aunty, grandpa, my twin nieces and the dog back. All squeeze into the car.

Went to Mochit and stayed at my aunty's house. My aunty have a house at the start of the village, and my grandma's house is nearer the end of the village. Which means I have to walk to and fro and I cannot decide where to keep my stuff and which house to spend the night.

Stayed at home instead of going out cause it was a bit late and we couldn't decide where to go.

Day 6
I couldn't remember what I did in the morning but I went to Krong Tom with P' Bill and P' Mi in the afternoon to fix my PS2 and to buy some games and movies. After that, P' Mi went off then the both of us headed to Chatuchak market to buy stuff. Bought loads of stuff.

Then went to walk around JJ Mall. After that, took a cab home.

Day 7
Uncle came to pick me up again in the morning. P' Ek taught me to drive again. Decided to try applying for a license in Bangkok since I'm there. He said he'll bring me there the day after.

P' Mi came to pick me up to go to Mochit at 5 plus. But didn't go anywhere cause my grandma said it's late. So I helped out in the shop.

Day 8
Uncle came to pick me up again. I know you're thinking why don't I just stay at my grandma's house instead right? That's because my mother told me to stay at my uncle's house but my uncle is bending the rules. I'm staying at his house in the morning till the evening cause my cousins are all at work. But at 4 or 5 plus, my cousins will be free so that's when I'll go out with them.

Learned driving again. This time, P' Ek borrowed his dad's auto car to let me drive. Stayed at my uncle's house cause P' Ek wants to bring me to apply for license the next day and I have to get up early.

Day 9
Went to the driving place but I cannot apply cause they needed a work permit. So we decided to go home. In the afternoon, my uncle sent me to my grandma's house cause my cousin already knocked off from work.

Went to Siam Paragon to walk around. Lots of funny things happened lah. Went to Victory Monument after that. Did my nails but one of the crystals fell out already =(

Bought shoes and clothes. Then took the bus to Central Ladprao to eat Hotpot again. Cabbed home after that.

Day 10
P' Bill took leave from work to bring me to Dreamworld. Wanted to go to Siam park but it's too expensive, so we decided to go to Dreamworld instead.

Took the bus there. I think it's damn worth the money. Played every single ride. One of the employees at Super Splash was damn funny and friendly. Played Super Splash 3 times in a row and he came to talk to us.

This is the number of times I played various rides in Dreamworld:

Super Splash - 12 ( fun employee which resulted in this amount )
Grand Canyon - 4 ( The guy there was quite stone. Didn't get really wet. )
Sky Coaster - 7 ( Damn thrilling roller coaster. Was thinking of Final Destination 3 lah )
Flying Carpet - 3 ( Got quite dizzy from all the turning )
Viking - 5 ( Each time, we didn't get the top most seats and it became quite boring. I didn't even scream.)

The rest of the rides I played only once. Went to watch the 4D movie then I played one of the thrilling rides. After that, I went to play Super Splash and we stayed wet all the way. People played wet rides and they got dry but we stayed wet all the way. The employees at nearly every ride was damn funny and they commented on us.

The guy on the flying carpet said into the mic he'll spin dry us. HAHAHA. Got to know the funny guy at Super Splash. Told me he's name is Dan.

Wanted to go into the Haunted House but P' Bill is scared. I'm also scared but I didn't want to waste this opportunity. So I decided to wait for a large group of people to come and then I follow them in. But Dan walked by and he asked what we're doing. So I told him and he dragged me in lah.

Wanted to run through the house but he made me stop and let the ghost scare me. I just kept on screaming and screaming. Damn freaked out. When I was reaching the exit, I just ran out.

Played more rides and went to continue the rest of our time at Super Splash. When they're closing, we were walking out of the park, we saw Dan again. Exchanged contact with him. He's damn funny lah, all his comments can really make us laugh.

Went to Victory Monument after that in our wet clothes! Walked around then went to Central Ladprao again to have Hotpot for dinner. Went home after that.

Day 11
Stayed at home in the morning to rest from all the excitment from the themepark. Went to Makro in the evening with P' Bill and P' Mi to buy food for our own suki yaki at home. Food is awesome!

Day 12 - Day of Departure =(
Went to Bon Marche in the morning to buy dried cuttlefish and fried durian. Then went back home to pack my stuff. Had a nap then went to accompany my grandma. Went to do my hair then left home at 4 plus to go to the airport. My uncle sent me there along with my grandma, aunty and my twin nieces.

Uncle left early cause he had to go to work. After I checked in and stuff, felt damn sad lah. When I was going in, my grandma hugged me and that did it. I cried! Feel so sad now.

Slept on the plane and reached Singapore earlier then the stated time. Went to buy alcohol for Hazlan and then walked out to meet my family. Daddy stopped by Macs cause I was starving.

Now I'm missing everything there. The food, the cha dum yen, the warmth and fuzziness of my family and the villagers there. In Singapore, people mind their own business. But in Thailand, everyone in the village is family and they help one another. Now I want to go back there again.

Next year during the Songkran festival. Anyone up for it?

Flying Off - 15 September 2009

2009-09-15T07:04:00.003+08:00

Gahhh I'm flying off in a few hours! Alone. Without my family from Singapore there!

But like what Hazlan says, No Government. Hahaha. Was talking to him last night and I guess he could tell I was pretty nervous and excited and he's like "Can sleep not?" HAHAHAHAHA

So he tried to make me feel better saying no government for 11 days. For those who are like really slow, no government means no parents to control.

And he said I'll be back home before I know it. And trust me, when it's time for me to come back to Singapore, I'll confirm want to stay there and not leave Bangkok.

And I'm starving now. How?

Few More Hours - 14 September 2009

2009-09-15T00:16:00.003+08:00

Creepy...

I suddenly feel soooo excited. I've been to Bangkok loads of times and everytime I feel so normal. Only on the day before or on the day itself, then I'll feel all weird and start freaking out. Not freaking out kinda scared but... ok I don't know how to explain it. The feeling is just too weird.

Got my stuff all packed. Went to change money with Daddy. Gonna wake up damn early in the morning later (most probably not gonna sleep) so I can send Mummy to work. Cause she won't be sending me to the airport. I won't be seeing her for like 11 days. Gonna send my younger brother off to school too. I'm seriously going to miss him even though we fight at home most of the time.

I guess it's all these fights which makes us closer.

Few more hours before I land in Bangkok and visiting all my relatives there again. Been itching to ride a bike since I saw those people at SOS with bikes.

Uploaded like a few hundred songs into my PSP so that the plane journey there with him won't be so awkward. And I am going to stay awake so that I can sleep in the plane to avoid feeling the pain in my ears.

Basirun wanted to send me off but he say he feel paiseh cause my dad is gonna send me. Haha. And he promised to call before I board the plane. But I have a feeling he will still be asleep when I've reached Bangkok.

That's all for now. Watch this space and my FB. I'll definitely update and upload pictures when I have the chance.

Last day - 13 September 2009

2009-09-14T08:44:00.002+08:00

Caffeine is lethal! Hahaha.

Anyway, today is my last day working at Songs of the Sea. Then I'm gonna take a 6 months break for my attachment.

In the afternoon, planned with Hanis, Yiling and Azili on how to sabo Basirun because he is quitting from Sentosa. Went to meet him after that and head to Harbourfront Centre to buy his card making materials.

After buying, we went to Seah Im to buy food for Sham and Hanis. Then went in to the island.

After work and debriefing, Amir suddenly take cold water and pour over Azizi. Hahaha. I laughed at him lah. And the next thing I know, Amir pour water at me too but only kena the side so not that bad. Then I laugh at Azizi again cause his whole body is wet but for me is only the side.

But when I was talking to Marissa and someone else, Amir suddenly take water and pour it down my back. Damn cold lah. He say Azizi, Basirun and myself have to get sabo cause we're all leaving.

Then he make us sit on the floor and pour water all over us. And I went around hugging Hanis and Yiling to make them wet also. After they finished pouring water, I asked Basirun to go out to talk to me for awhile. Then I signaled for Hanis to crack the egg. And she cracked it in his hair lah. HAHAHA.

Wento wash up and change, then went to slack at Seah Im. Listened to Sham's part 2 of his story. Then talked to Amir and everyone else. I'm so gonna miss everyone there lah.

Amir being a big brother,
Hanis and her cinderella curfew,
Sham and his "Disappoint the Nation" + "Action Sia"
Yiling and our daily "complainings" on ground

Hope you all will still be there after 6 months!

So Many Things To Do! - 12 September 2009

2009-09-13T11:20:00.004+08:00

Yep. A new fact I'm going to share everyday. So you guys can learn something new. HAHA.

Just came back from work. I'm flying off on Tuesday and I have not packed, changed money or settle my passport stuff. I'M SCREWED!

Bought food for Basirun before work. Then slack for abit with Azizi.

Went to Seah Im with Sham after work to wait for Basirun, Amir and Azizi. Treated him dinner. Then we just talked. When the rest came, we talked even more.

Left around 11 plus as usual and reached home late. I gotta start packing my stuff!

Cycling And Low Kay Hwa - 10 September 2009

2009-09-11T01:02:00.003+08:00

Was chatting online with Shumin last night and he mentioned that he's very bored and he wanted to go cycling. And he decided to cycle to Balestier to meet up with me for lunch at Loy Kee Chicken rice shop. Arranged to meet at 11 or 12. But end up, he woke up at 12. =.="

Still planned to meet. Finally, he arrived at 3 plus. Cycled out to meet him at the shop and had lunch together. After lunch, cycled to Toa Payoh to buy my bicycle pump. It's been quite awhile since I cycled to Toa Payoh.

After buying my stuff, cycled back home and Shumin continued his journey to City Hall then home.

Moving on to recent stuff... Stumbled onto this website yesterday. It features books by Low Kay Hwa, and I swear it's damn nice to read.

I was hooked lah. They have stories like...

Destiny's Cries

Destiny Wu, 23, has never believed in true love: She thinks that true love is when a guy is willing to sacrifice everything for her. As she is about to end her life on that notion, she meets Alan Nah.

Alan Nah, 17, does not know what love is. He does not know how to love someone for he has never loved anyone before, until he meets Destiny.

When they fall in love, Alan learns how to love, and Destiny learns how to be loved.

Low Kay Hwa’s debut novel, which touches on the power of sacrifice: How much will one sacrifice for his or her loved one?

I Believe You

Joanna Fung is the envy of many girls: She studies at a top Junior College, has a girl-next-door look and has good results. However, deep on her heart, she holds a secret: She believes that she has a curse. She believes that every bad thing she said will come true.

Jacky Wu is an ideal price charming: He is good in his studies and has girls waiting to hold his hand. He smiles every few minutes and often cracks jokes. However, he, too, holds a deep secret.

When their paths crossed, an unexpected romantic love story takes place...

You Are Here

Zhou Jie Lun has everything in his life: He has a stable career, a loving girlfriend and a good life ahead. However, when he encounters his teenage first love, Lara Wu, in a coincidental meeting, his life changes forever.

He falls in love with Lara again and their romance blossoms. Just when they think that their romance is a testimonial that a love story can be a simple “boy meets girl, boy falls in love with girl and they live happily ever after”, Lara starts to act strangely. Her mindset begins to shrink younger every two weeks: At twenty-two years old, she cries for burgers and plays with Hello Kitty soft toys.

Jie Lun has to make a choice: Either to abandon her and live happily ever after with another girl, or to stay with her and live in despair ever after. How far will his love for Lara stretches? Till the end of time, or till the end of his patience?

Low Kay Hwa’s third novel, You Are Here, tells a bittersweet love story between a normal guy and a mentally-retarded girl. Their fifteen years old love story will touch every person’s heart!

Journey

When I was ten, my mother called me “ah girl” and I had always responded to her. When I was fifteen, my mother called me “ah girl” in front of my classmates and I scolded her. When I was twenty, my mother still called me “ah girl” aloud and I ignored her completely. I know that, from her point of view, no matter how old I am, I will always be the “ah girl” who calls her “mama”.

From my point of view, my mother is just an old woman in the house who lives with me. Her responsibilities are to make breakfast for me in the morning, give me money to spend in the day, do the laundry in the evening and switching off the lights at night. For all those things that she did, she will have the authority to scold me or ground me.

Until one day, she calls me and says, “Ah girl, I’ve got cancer. I may die within the next six months.”

That is when I realize that my mother is more than that.

Low Kay Hwa’s forth novel, Journey, tells a story about a simple relationship between a daughter and her mother. The story will reflect what everyone has been through: A love-hate relationship between a child and parents.

I was so engrossed in reading it that I slept at 5am lah! They have some chapters up for us to read. I only read the front part as they only have those few chapters up for trial reading. It rocks lah!

Every book of his is very nice and touching. Now I wanna go buy it.

090909 - 9 September 2009

2009-09-10T04:22:00.003+08:00

UPDATES!!

6 September
Worked. Then disturbed Halim by taking his phone. We didn't return it to him and he got pretty pissed about it. Was screaming and shouting in the bus for us to return him his phone.

Went to Seah Im first with Sham, Amir and Min Quan. Then Yiling, Marissa and Halim joined us. and we still didn't return him his phone. Somehow, he manage to took my DS and phone as hostage then he threatened to go home with my stuff. I chased him all the way until the other bus stop lah.

Then I walked back and got Hazlan to go to the other bus stop with me. Then both of them accompany me to wait for bus and I went home.

7 September
Had my ECM exam. I didn't even open my notes lah. Seriously screwed man. I actually wrote crap on my paper and left a page blank. Then I slept all the way. After our exam, we cabbed to island cause we're late.

The cab driver drive until very violent. Basirun and myself wanted to die lah. Felt damn nauseous and giddy when we reached.

After work, went to Seah Im as usual to slack. Talked to Sham all the way to Seah Im. I was seriously damn sleepy and my contacts are irritating me. And it caused my eyes to be red. Then Sham was like go sleep lah.

And for once, I didn't go online when I reached home. Immediately I went to sleep. Haha.

8 September
Went for 2 interviews. Met Andrea at Cathay to go to Rendezvous hotel. After that, we headed to Far East to walk around. Got bored of that place so we went to ION then Wistma.

After shopping, Andrea accompanied me to Hotel Royal for my interview. After that, headed to VivoCity. Initial plan was to meet up with Basirun. But he asked me to wait at his void deck while he cooked pizza. So I decided to go to island to accompany Amir instead. Called him and found out that he's going out of island. So I planned to meet him.

Once I reached Chinatown, Basirun called me asking if I wanna go his house. =.="

Reached Harbourfront and waited for Amir with Andrea. Then met Azili there with her friend. OMG. Got so many people name start with A that day. HAHA.

So anyway, Azili waited for Amir also cause she want to see him. After Amir came, we went to his car and then Amir drove to his house.

Went to his house for awhile, then head back to island. Did concourse with Halim. Ended up teaching lots of Thai instead. Hahaha.

After work, went to Seah Im to slack again then took the last bus home with Basirun.

9 September 090909
Did nothing today. Just wanted to blog cause it's 090909. And one interesting fact to share with you all...

It's 09/09/09. September has 9 letters. Wednesday has 9 letters. It's the 252nd day of the year, which when added together equals to 9.

COOL OR WHAT RIGHT?!

And I am so looking forward to my Bangkok trip.

Geylang Serai - 5 September 2009

2009-09-06T11:52:00.004+08:00

ok many things have happened and I forgot to blog it out. I can't remember much what happened so I'll talk about my trip to Geylang Serai on Friday.

Met up with Shumin and Asad at Cineleisure. Wanted to watch a movie but we were late. So went to Gaylang instead.

Walked around and catch up with them on life. Bought loads of food and when it's time to break fast, we went to Singapore Post to sit and eat. Irene and her friend joined us. After eating, we decided to walk around somemore. Met up with Basirun and Alif for awhile. Then we went to a food place to eat and slack. Talked and laughed. Then Shumin and I went off first cause we wanted to catch the last train.

I was seriously blur lah. Almost took the wrong train. Luckily Shumin was there. If not, I would have taken the wrong train and missing the last train. HAHAHA.

Went to work today. Nothing much happened during work. After work, went to Seah Im with Halim and Hanis to wait for Basirun, Azizi and Amir.

Then Stanley, Hasri and Irfan came so we slacked around and laughed. Talked to Amir about a lot of things. Then left the place for home at around 12 plus.G

RAAR!!! - 2 September 2009

2009-09-03T00:25:00.008+08:00

I don't like guys who...

1. Are deluded. (eg think they are handsome but are not)
They are seriously deluded. Learn to be humble. Don't think you are handsome just because someone paid you a compliment 5 years ago saying that you are good looking. And they are just saying it to make you feel better.

2. Are an insufferable know-it-all.
If they really know it and the facts are true and you excel in that profession, then it's fine. But if you don't, then just shut the fuck up. No one wants to hear you blab on about something that you know nuts about. Worse is you blab on about a particular subject you know nothing about to someone who is a pro at that subject. Embarrassing much?

3. Don't follow what they say.
If you say you're going to call, THEN CALL! Don't make a girl wait, wondering if you're going to call or not. It might not be important to you but it could mean the world to the girl. If you tell her you're going to ask her out, then ASK HER OUT! Stupid assholes.

4. Give a girl hope then disappear.
Need I say much? Give a girl hope then you suddenly disappear. It just tells people that you're a major jerk. Would you like it if a girl gives you hope then suddenly disappear? No right?

5. Are perverts.
AGAIN! Need I say much? These people should circumsized. Then they can stop terrorizing people.

The list goes on. But I shall list these few cause I experienced guys like these before. So get the fuck out of my life you morons!

Wavehouse! - 29 August 2009

2009-08-29T22:53:00.002+08:00

Met up with Ruby, Min Quan, Saif, Khairul, Zul, Hazlan, Shafiiq, Hairi, Airie and Ain yesterday at Wavehouse.

Was late in meeting them cause I went to get food for Sham cause he going to break fast but no time to buy food cause he's probably at Fort.

Anyway, they said it's a party and stuff but it was quite disappointing cause there wasn't anyone that we know. Except for the few of us. And we're the only attraction crew there.

The wave thing was quite cool though although I think it would be a waste of money going in to play. That is if they charge money for entry, cause the wave thing is quite small.

Hazlan, Saif and Zul went to try it out. I was so tempted to try but I did not bring clothes so I cannot join in. Pictures of them up in Facebook. Was funny lah.

The beach patrol crew were hogging the wave thing though. makes us feel paiseh when we wanted to try. They were like showing off their bodies and stuff.

Slacked around. I even tried playing Segway. It was so fun! Wobbled abit but then I kinda got the hang of it and soon I was wizzing around. Only in the small area cause I feel very paiseh to borrow the Segway from a stranger. He's very nice though, he even taught us how to play. Thank You Stranger!

Had dinner from their buffet line, then after talking, snapping pictures, and laughing, we all headed back to Beach Station to take the bus back to harbourfront.

And don't worry Ruby, I didn't post that picture of you. HAHAHA

Broke! - 27 August 2009

2009-08-27T23:43:00.003+08:00

Ok, I shall start from my brother's birthday on 22 Aug. Went to celebrate his birthday at Sakura International Buffet. Some of his friends went including my grandmother. And if I go, I'll be damn lonely cause all different age zone (or whatever you call that) as me.

Luckily Yong Hua and Bryan came. So at least I have friends to talk to. Ok Bryan is not a friend cause he's my cousin. After eating, we went to lepak at my house area. Bryan fell asleep cause he's tired so left Yong Hua and I still awake and talking.

Then he say he felt thirsty and he drove out to the 7-11 to buy drinks. After that, we went back to our lepak spot and talked for awhile more until 12 plus before going back home.

23 August
Went to Sentosa with Yong Hua, his mother and grandmother. Took cable car from Mt. Faber to island. Brought them to some attractions. Left quite early cause his grandmother was tired. So we went home and then had dinner with my mother and brother.

24 & 25 August
Pretty normal day at school and at work. Nothing much.

26 August
The busiest day I ever had in such a long time. I planned to fast with my malay friends but I woke up late. End up I fast for nearly the whole day. More about that later.

Wednesday was suppose to be damn chaotic for me. Was suppose to have interviews at 2 hotels at 10.30 am, and another at 11am.

Left me wondering how I am suppose to be in 3 places at a time.

Bargained with my lecturer, who is super unreasonable, to change one of the interview to another timing. But she changed it to 4.15pm. which is quite impossible for me to make it on time but I still did. HAHA.

So end up, I woke up at 8.45am. Late for my pre-dawn meal. I jumped out of bed and into the bathroom cause I'm suppose to meet Andrea at 9.30am.

Met her slightly late and went for my interview. Amused ourselves while waiting for our turn with the "Hospital" setting. The interview starts at 10.30 and by 12, I'm still not done lah. Gave Halim his morning call while waiting.

After I can leave, I rushed to take a cab to Eunos to meet someone there. Everything ended at around 3 plus. Rushed to look for a cab to another hotel which is in the island. Thank God for that.

I thought I was late but I ended up being early. Not bad... HAHA.

Went for my interview, then took the beach tram to Beach Station. Bought TOS for Sham and myself. Wanted to buke with everyone but there wasn't enough manpower. So I decided to just eat.

After work was damn fun. I dunno what happened but Raudha decided to bite Halim's arm. Then she even went to draw Hello Kitty on the bite mark. After that, Min Quan wanted to test her bite strength so he ask her to bite him. And I think he's crazy because Raudha bit him until her teeth hurt but he still can tahan.

Then suddenly, Min Quan, Hairi and Halim teamed up to pin Zul to the ground cause they want to let Raudha bite him. It was so funny that I laughed till my tummy hurts.

Then the guys pinned him down once again and this time, it was me to bit him first. Then Raudha, followed by Min Quan and Halim who bit him together on each side.

After work, took the train home with Min Quan.

27 August
Woke up late. Rush to get ready and cabbed to school for my test. Then went to slack with Andrea, Shumin and Benjamin. After that went to island for another interview. Was early, so I went to ops room to slack with Amir and Raudha for awhile. Then accompanied Amir to Merlion then went back to ops room.

After awhile, I went for my interview. After I'm done, I went back to ops room. But it's locked. So I waited outside and Mahadi came. He said I look so poor thing lah. HAHA.

Slacked in the room till Amir came back. Then together, we went to meet Elyana and head to Harbourfront together. Amir went to buy his stuff and we both took the train home.

I am really really broke. Have to start leaving my ATM card at home and stop taking cab.

I think you're a real asshole.
So what if you look good?
Doesn't make you any better.
Dickhead

Mei Fern Is A Bitch Again. Right? - 25 August 2009

2009-08-25T11:36:00.004+08:00

I know everyone is just waiting for me to take ALL the blame and then apologize. It have always been this way since my secondary school years. Someone fucks something up, all fingers will be pointing at me. Then I'm expected to say sorry and not allowed to blog out anything even though it MY blog, MY feelings and MY life.

So I'm going to do the same and take ALL the blame. Right after I say all this.

Do you know how pissed YL and I was? We asked around what should we do for someone big day. And all we get was "I don't know." Do you know how demoralizing that is?

Yeah you can say you don't know cause you REALLY don't know. But didn't you say you're a close friend of him? Then can't you take the initiative to say "Let's plan something. I know he likes this etc..."

Can't you do that? Can't anyone do that?

How sad would he be. On another person's birthday, all of us celebrated it for him like he's some president. But for our friend? No one took the initiative to plan something.

Our plan was last minute. Super last minute I would say. Both of us planned something and never asked to include anyone because we're angry. Angry that NONE of his close friends want to do something. Since all of you don't want to plan something, might as well not be in our plan.

You can say "You could have told us of the plan so we can celebrate it with him and share some of the cost."

Then you guys won't be putting any effort in the planning. We plan, and you enjoy. Very little effort is put in.

Which is why we asked no one to be included. Not even his band of brothers. We only asked one along. Because he's in the same boat as us. Not knowing who wants to plan it for him.

Now you understand why we never included you? And you're not alone in being left out of the plan. Cause only 2 of us did the planning. The rest wasn't included too.

And language is a very sensitive issue, so i wouldn't even go there. But just know that we feel the same when you are together in one big group talking in your own language. And on that day, it's only 3 vs 1. As compared to 9 vs 2? If I didn't make a big fuss about being left out, why are you complaining? I know different people feel differently. But if I were to make a fuss out of this issue, then I guess I would be unhappy for all my life right? Cause most of the time, I hang out with people of a different language.

And I am very sure we didn't leave you out. We spoke to you, we translated for you, shared with you our jokes and converse in a language that you understand. So how is that leaving you out?

One last point, assumptions are dangerous. Cause it can lead to rumors and thus destroying friendship when both parties heard about it. I already am thinking twice about replacing a friend on one of the days this week. Because it'll definitely make you say more things.

See the result of your assumptions? I heard about it, and it's making me think twice about everything I do. I used to work happily. But now, I have to keep thinking if you're making more assumptions just because I replaced someone on a certain day.

I know people ask either saying or thinking Mei Fern should take the blame, feel guilty etc...

It have always been this way. And I'm already used to it.

So guess what? I just declared you free and innocent. You did nothing wrong whatsoever. I'm guilty, I'm at fault, I fucked up everything.

Is everyone happy now?

And this blog war can stop. Cause I just took the blame for every single fucking thing.

24 August 2009

2009-08-24T00:51:00.000+08:00

And because of people like you, friendships are always broken.

I Am Such A Bitch, Don't You All Agree? - 23 August 2009

2009-08-23T23:33:00.006+08:00

Never have I felt so betrayed in my life. I treated you with respect and let you treat me like a substitute but this is what I get back in return?

Your friends are unable to be by your side so I became a substitute for you. And I allowed myself to be one cause I felt that maybe you needed someone. But I got this in return.

You happily assuming everything about me. It may be fun to you but do you know how I feel? To be treated as a substitute is one thing. To be betrayed is another.

You mentioned I told truckloads of lies. Care to tell me what are they? Have you ever asked me instead of assuming?

Then again, what's the point. If I explain things to you, you'll say I'm making excuses. Or I'm lying to cover up my lies.

Someone told me to just let things be. If I explain myself, I'll complicate things further. Maybe it's true. Cause like what I said. I explain myself, you'll say it's an excuse or another lie, which will lead us to be more upset.

I never once thought you're weak or dumb or whatever you mentioned. I always knew you're a strong girl who can pull through all obstacles. But what the fuck? You'll probably say I'm lying again so I'll just stop here.

But I guess you thought that I can be pushed around from the way you're treating me. Just because I cannot be your substitute for one day and this is what I get. I have my reason for doing things.

FYI, on Wednesday, I went home to spent time with my mother. You'll say another person is with me. Yeah, she's with me. But at least my mother knows I didn't work. If you actually look at my roster, you'll see I have every Wednesdays free. Why? To spend time with my mother. The only time I work is when I am replacing people. But who gives a flying fuck. Cause you'll probably think I'm lying.

And I don't work on certain Thursdays cause on some Wednesdays, I went home late. To those people who know me, they'll know my way of paying back hours. If on the night before I went home late, I'll go back home super early the next day. If I go back home late for 2 days straight, then for the next few days, I'll go home super early. But like I said. Who gives a flying fuck.

Cause you'll say I'm making excuses and lying to cover up my lies.

I think I'm done treating people nice. Cause each and every time I'm nice to them, things will happen. I should just be a mean bitch.

Every time I'm nice to someone, I'll be on the wrong side. It's always me who fucked up everything. It's always Mei Fern this, Mei Fern that.

But have they really ask Mei Fern why she did that instead of assuming? No. Which is why everyone thinks Mei Fern fucks things up.

And even if everything is cleared up, Mei Fern will be expected to make the first move even when she knows shit about what happened in the first place. Is this fair for her?

Again, I repeat.

Who. Gives. A. Flying. Fuck?

Cause like always, Mei Fern is in the wrong.

Mei Fern is a fucker who fucks things up.

Mei Fern never treasure friendships.

Mei Fern likes to lie to her friends.

Mei Fern is forever in the wrong.

Mei Fern sucks to the core.

Mei Fern have to apologize first.

Mei Fern have to talk to me first.

But this time, Mei Fern had enough.

So go tell ALL your friends what a fucking bitch I am, and remember to tell them not to be friends with me.

Cause you wouldn't want Mei Fern to hurt them.

And I certainly wouldn't want to get hurt again.

Benjamin And Jocelyn's Wedding - 21 August 2009

2009-08-22T14:46:00.004+08:00

20 August
Finally I went to school.

Met Basirun at Macs for lunch then went to school together. I reached school just in time for lessons to end. So I accompanied Shumin to Bugis to look for his project stuff. Went to Sim Lim Square and walk around. Most of them is too expensive so he decided to rent.

Went to Ah Chew's Dessert to relax for awhile cause I feel like eating Honeydew Sago. After eating, we went back to Sim Lim Square to walk around again. After walking, we went to the MRT and I took the train back to Kallang while he went to Eunos to rent his equipment.

21 August
Went to school at 11 plus cause Shumin asked me to accompany him. My dad picked Basirun up at his house and we went to school. Surfed the net while Shumin decorated the class for his event.

Suddenly, his laptop broke down. So have to use mine. Lucky I brought my laptop. If not, I doubt their event can continue.

At 5, Benjamin and Jocelyn's wedding began. It was so fun and entertaining with Kang Wei posing as the ex boyfriend. HAHAHA.

After the event, Basirun and I walked out of school to meet Aliff. They both left together and I went to the bus stop. Waited for Shumin at the MRT station and we took the train together except that I alighted first at Kallang.

Reached home, talked to Yiling, then entertained Halim who is very bored. Then went off at 5am to get some sleep.

Halim's 30th Birthday Celebration - 20 August 2009

2009-08-22T13:14:00.003+08:00

WARNING! THIS IS A REALLY LONG POST!

Ok so here's the post on Halim's birthday. Planned with Yiling, his birthday on Monday night. I don't know why, but I always have lots of ideas super last minute. So we had like 2 or 3 plans.

Plan A : If Halim don't work on his birthday, we bring him out for lunch and spend his birthday with him.

Plan B : If Halim works, then we'll meet him after work at Vivocity. And we planned to make up some story saying that one of us is really depressed and would like to talk to him etc...

Once that is done, we moved on to plan the presents. Yiling bought him a cool shirt which I don't think he'll dare to wear it out, and I planned to make him a present cause I don't like buying things for people.

So I decided to make him a photo album and have to get all materials by Tuesday in order to pass him his present on Wednesday. But I met Lay Yan for lunch on Tuesday plus I'm working. So I changed it to Wednesday instead.

And on the night before, Yiling and I ordered a Belgium Chocolate cake for him at 2 am!

YOU BETTER FEEL HONORED HALIM! We stayed up all night to look for replacement for you and to order your cake.

And as for me, I didn't sleep much although on the day of his birthday is my napfa test day. Seriously couldn't get to sleep.

Woke up at around 7 to bathe then went online for awhile. That's when Yiling told me she got Noraini to replace Halim. Both of us was so happy and went online to tell Halim he no need work only to find out that he want to work. And he die die refuse to let people replace him.

Yiling and I was like, wah, plans all ruined. And we spent like, 1 hour trying to persuade him not to work until 8, which is the start of my napfa test. I quickly went offline and cab to school. Along the way, I text Hazlan, asking him to persuade Halim not to work.

While stuck in the traffic jam, another idea hit me. And I quickly messaged Yiling. So now a we have a Plan C, which is

To ask him out for lunch and then we surprise him with the cake. Then I go home and complete my photo scrapbook and meet him again at night to pass it to him.

Both if us was planning here and there cause last minute changes means we have to change and alter most of our plans. Like collection of the cake, timing and many more.

But nonetheless, we planned to bring him out to Sakae Sushi and we asked Hazlan along. Reached school, breezed through my 5 items and while waiting for our 2.4km run, our plan was accidentally leaked out to Basirun who immediately bugged me to tell him everything.

So I told him after the run, kinda scolded him actually. and he kept saying he felt bad. So I told him everything. Then Hazlan joined in and scolded him also. Then Yiling scolded him. Asked Basirun to join us but he had something on so he decided to accompany me to get the materials for the scrapbook so that he won't feel as bad.

Originally, I have to meet Yiling at Clementi MRT to go collect the cake at 1, but my napfa ended at 10 plus, so I went to bathe in school and then Basirun accompanied me to get my stuff at Plaza Singapura until 1. Then I went to wait outside the shopping mall and work on my scrapbook. And I actually laughed to myself cause the pictures are seriously funny.

Then Yiling came and we went to print pictures and she went to Park Mall to pass the cake to the restaurant while I continue waiting for Hazlan and Halim. Was super hungry while waiting for them.

Once they arrived, we headed to the restaurant and had our lunch. We had a lot of fun. Halim and Hazlan persuaded me to try sashimi. Hazlan cut a small piece for me and I dunk it into soy sauce. I was so scared of it lah. And all of them say it's fear factor for me. HAHA.

Pictures will be up in facebook soon. After eating, the cake came and it tasted heavenly. Then the two guys need to go off to work so Yiling and myself decided to go to Orchard to look for Halim's present. Then after shopping, we went into ION to walk around. After that we went to my house so we can work on our handicrafts.

Asked Min Quan if he wanted to come to my house while waiting for us and he said no, so I asked him to wait for us at Boon Keng MRT. And I think we made him wait for quite some time cause after we finished our crafts, we walked to the bus stop at Balestier and waited for the bus. Along the way, we look for a shop that offer laminating services but don't have.

Met Min Quan at Boon Keng MRT and teasing started again. Went to Macs at Harbourfront and bought some food before going to Seah Im to meet the rest.

Had lots of fun while waiting for Basirun and Amir to arrive. Took loads of unglam pictures of Halim.

Finally Basirun and Amir came. Took a few more pictures and waited for Aliff. After that we head off to Kallang Leisure Park. There wasn't any space left in the car so I took Sham's bike. He was laughing at me cause I don't know how to use his helmet strap.

Reached the place, and decided to go bowling, but the place is closing soon so we went to eat at Bedok instead. And I took Sham's bike again cause I seriously love the thrill of riding a bike, be it pillion or me riding.

Makes me feel like going to Bangkok to ride a bike again.

Reached Bedok and we went to eat. The rest ate except for Yiling, Min Quan and Sham. Min Quan and I took unglam shots of many people. And we almost died laughing at a picture of Basirun.

Whenever we see that picture, both of us will burst out laughing damn hard. Once, I was holding onto my camera and when I saw that picture, I burst out laughing until I have to ask Min Quan to take my camera cause I'll drop it.

Then it got quite stuffy there so Yiling, Min Quan and I went out to sit outside and talk. After awhile, the rest joined us and they continued to Marina Barrage while Basirun sent me home.

And here is a Birthday post for the birthday uncle!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HALIM!
Finally you're 23! Or was it 30? HAHAHA

I hope you had fun at Sakae Sushi with us even though it's only the few of us. I sure had fun calling you "Mountain" and "30-year-old Uncle" HAHA.
And hope you had fun too at night where we went out to Kallang Leisure Park and then Bedok.
I obviously had a lot of fun taking your unglamorous pictures.

Better be nice to me if not I'll dedicate an album on Facebook specially for you!

Hope you like the photo scrapbook too.

p.s. go get a girlfriend lah. 30 years old already still no girlfriend?!

Mei Fern.

18 August 2009

2009-08-20T10:02:00.003+08:00

Ok time for me to blog again!

17 August
Did not go to school cause I woke up seriously late. So I went to meet Hanis and Khairul at Marina Square Starbucks to slack instead.

Then Khairul insisted on going bowling cause he wanted to do something. So we played 1 round of bowling.

After playing, we went to get our lunch and Khairul treated me Burger King cause he owe me lunch. After buying, we went to work. And I cannot remember what else I did already.

18 August
Woke up late again! So I went to meet Lay Yan for lunch. Met him at Harbourfront MRT then we went to Seah Im for lunch. Like finally, we met up after so many attempts to meet up. HAHA.

After lunch, we took the bus to Sentosa cause he was complaining about the weather being very hot and stuff. When we're reaching Beach Station, we saw this guy on the road with his pants down, showing the whole world his boxers. WTF.

I didn't see until Lay Yan said "WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT GUY DOING?!"

Went our separate ways. I was super earl for work so I slacked in ops room while waiting for Basirun to arrive. Then went to meet him at Beach Station to accompany him up to Office.

After that, went back down to ops room. And I seriously don't know what is wrong with Min Quan that day. He have been teasing me non stop from the moment he stepped into the ops room until in gallery where the both of us was working that day.

And after work, he still continued teasing, this time accompanied by Ruby, Faiz and Hakeem. But it's super funny. And I'll still laugh when I thought of Min Quan doing that. And to think that Faiz and Hakeem weren'y very sure of what Min Quan and Ruby was teasing me about, they still know what Min Quan is saying when he went to code the word which is super funny.

After finishing all our food, we took the train home.

And thank you Faiz for the treat! I'll treat you next time soon!!

Reached home and planned something top secret with Yiling. Shall blog about it later. Gotta get ready for school!!

What I Did After I Left Home - 17 August 2009

2009-08-17T02:38:00.003+08:00

Ok. I was bored and I ended up working.

Planned to meet Hanis at Vivocity. Cause the girl had to work, I decided to cab to Vivocity and meet her there. Along the way, planned to meet Khairul to slack together.

Met Hanis at Banquet and went to Giant after she bought her food. Halim asked her to buy super glue so we all went to look for his glue at Giant.

Cause we don't know where the glue is, I decided to ask this lady who turn out to be a China lady. Our conversation is seriously damn funny and Hanis nearly died laughing.

Me : Hi do you know where I can find super glue?

China Lady : Su-par gue?

Me : -thinks shit she's chinese- Erm, the thing where you apply and then it becomes sticky? (I was speaking in mandarin from here onwards)

China Lady : Huh? I dunno.

Me : Urm, you know when things break, you use this to apply and then it sticks together?

China Lady : I dunno what that is.

Either she is dumb or my chinese really sucks. Cause I tried explaining to her completed with hand actions.

So we decided to go to Daiso instead. and yeah we found his glue. Then took the express to accompany Hanis to work cause I have time to spare.

Reached ops room, then slacked for awhile. Manpower was low so I decided to work. Went out to call Khairul and this Malay guy walked past and kept looking at me. I ignored him and as I was going into the washroom after my phone call, he came out of the toilet and said this to me

Malay Guy : Hey, I think you dropped something.

Me : What?

Malay Guy : A conversation with me back there.

So he introduced himself as Gecko or was it Geeko? He asked where I live, where I'm schooling, if I'm working at Sentosa and how old I am. Then his brother asked where is the toilets with showers. So I told them it's near the luge. He replied "it's a bit far"

and the Geeko guy said "Why not you walk me there?" Not knowing how to get out of the situation, I just walk him halfway and pointed the direction to them.

Then I went back and slacked outside ops room for awhile. When they walk past, I ask Hanis to go peep and look at them. HAHAHA.

So I prepared for work, and as usual, Lay Yan was shocked to see me working cause I told him earlier I wasn't working.

No government for today, so after work, Yiling, Hanis and myself went to Seah Im to slack. Only the 3 of us. HAHA.

Left around 10 plus and took the train home.

BORED!!! - 16 August 2009

2009-08-16T14:31:00.002+08:00

I. AM. SERIOUSLY. BORED.

ANYONE WANNA GO OUT?

Jurong Hill! - 16 August 2009

2009-08-16T13:24:00.003+08:00

Went out with my mum and brother yesterday afternoon. It's time I went out with them. Have been working so much these few days and I haven been spending time with them.

Went to Paragon at Orchard, and bought a Crumpler bag for my brother as a birthday present for him. But we never tell him we bought it for him cause my mum wanted it to be a surprise.

Then Basirun asked me if I wanted to join him to meet the rest of the gang at Seah Im, so I agreed. After window shopping with my mum and brother, we went home. I touch up my make up and went down to meet Basirun and his friend Ahlif. Then we went to Seah Im to meet Halim, Sham, Azizi and Hanis.

Slacked for awhile and we went to send Hanis home. In the car was seriously crazy. Halim was disturbing me and I was disturbing him. And the back seat is so squeezy cause 4 of us squeezed in the back seat. And somehow, I ended up on the floor instead of the seat.

And Halim was being very mean. He didn't want to move over for me to sit. When I ask him to move, he lie down on the seat.

When we're reaching Hanis's house, we saw AMIR! He was in his car and he followed us behind. Then Basirun brought us to Jurong Hill with Amir leading the way.

Took lots of pictures, including some unglamorous shots of Halim not knowing how to wear his Thailand pants. But he went to delete it!

Left at 12.30 and Basirun sent me home. Went online after bathing and uploaded all my pictures into Facebook. Then messaged Lay Yan until 4.15am which is super late.

Couldn't get to sleep so I watched Twilight and was sending Halim some files. Halfway at 4.30am, Lay Yan very randomly called me. And he was like "You're still awake?!" "Go Sleep!!" "Stop watching movie!"

And when I told him I cannot sleep, he said "Can one! Just go to sleep." SUPER RANDOM OR WHAT.

Sent Halim his files until 5 plus in the morning and I told him I need to go off cause my mum is waking up.

And here I am blogging. And I'm super bored! Anyone wanna go out?

Broke! - 14 August 2009

2009-08-16T12:35:00.005+08:00

I. SERIOUSLY. NEED. TO . SAVE. MONEY.

I have been spending seriously a lot of money. Taking cab home after work and stuff. Gosh. I need to leave my card at home.

Had my event at school. Ok, out of school actually. Anyway, meeting time was at 10.30 but I was late as usual. Sorry guys!

After everyone arrived, we went to Qian Hu Fish Farm and had our fish tour. It was fun and educational. And after the tour, we were given 45 mins of longkang fishing and 45 mins of fish spa.

Longkang fishing was seriously very difficult. I spent 45 mins only to catch 1 fish. How sad is that. Ms Saadiah gave me one fish and Ninie gave me another one. After that, we went for the fish spa.

I was quite scared cause I never done anything like it before. But I decided to just try and the smaller fish really tickles. But only a few came to nibble at my feet so I went to join Hakhim at the other pond which have the bigger fishes.

The bigger fishes felt damn nice. Felt like they're massaging your feet. But I kinda freaked when the whole school of fishes came to me.

After the whole event, we were given some souvenirs and also our fishes from the longkang fishing. They packed a few fishes into a bag so everyone got some to bring home. I brought home 4 tanks and 3 packs of fishes.

After that, we headed back to school. On the way back, I messaged Amir, asking him if he want the fishes. And he said ok, so I met Basirun as Harbourfront and went to work together.

I showed Amir his fishes and he is very mean lah! He took the bag and said this "Ladies and Gentleman, welcome to Universal Studios."

And he went on to shake the fishes in a roller coaster manner. I was horrified lah. And I fish got bad motion sickness that it sank to the bottom of the bag.

After work, Hazlan and I poured the fishes into the tank and that's when I decided to just leave all my fishes at ops room.

Went up to the office as usual, was texting Lay Yan all the way. Reached Seah Im, and Halim modeled for me. Pictures of the model is already up in Facebook!

Lay Yan went to Seah Im for dinner too but didn't talk to him cause he's with his friends and all and I'm with SOS people. Then Halim and I disturb each other and it was seriously crazy. Ended up he try to tickle me and I tried to step on his white shoes. HAHA.

After awhile, the cleaners started cleaning the floor so we moved to another spot. Lay Yan thought I was leaving so he said bye. Actually I was going to leave but Basirun asked me to stay for awhile more. So I stayed.

Then Halim went to wash his hand and flick water all over me. So I splashed water all over him and the craziness started all over again. This time, it ended with him messing up my hair and I attempted to mess up his hair but his gel/wax is seriously good. No matter how I mess up his hair, it still have the same style. HAHA.

After all our craziness, Basirun accompanied me to wait for a cab and I went home. Texted Lay Yan all the way cause he's bored. After that, I went to sleep.

Too Busy For School - 13 August 2009

2009-08-14T00:51:00.004+08:00

Gosh! I have never been this busy for the entire week before! And I haven been to school for this entire week!

11 August
Went for 2 interviews for my attachment. Went for one at Dhoby Gaut area. Then went to meet Basirun and Asad at Plaza Singapura.

Went for lunch at Long John Silvers. Met Halimah there. Basirun was feeling damn nervous for his driving which is the next day.

After lunch, cabbed to another hotel for my interview. Then went back to Dhoby Gaut. Hang out there for awhile before heading to work.

12 August
Had something on in the morning. Was on the NEL to nowhere when Khairul asked me to replace him cause he's sick. After much persuasion from Halim, I decided to work. I don't usually work on Wednesdays cause I have to spend time with my mum. So you better feel honored Khairul!!

Reached Sentosa super duper early. Like around 2 plus nearly 3? We don't have the key to the key press so Halim went up to get the key and while waiting for him to get back, I helped him to iron his uniform.

And when I went to get the ironing board,

I. SAW. A. COCKROACH. LEG.

I was seriously freaked. I asked one guy from the artiste dept. Firdaus I think, to help. He went to lift up the clipboard and there it was. Happily resting on the ironing board. Firdaus wanted to use Baygon or something but we don's so he used an umbrella and whack the cockroach. And when it landed on the floor, HE STEPPED ON IT!

I looked at him like he was my hero lah. But all the time when I was standing there, I was thinking what the fuck I will do if the filthy bugger decides to fly my way.

I think I would have started screaming until rangers have to come in.

So anyway, he swept it up with a broom and threw it away. But cockroach shit is left on the floor. So beware! If you see brown shit on the floor, DON'T SIT ON IT. It's the remains of an unfortunate cockroach.

Ironed Halim's uniform and then he lent me his laptop to watch a movie. The room was super cold so I went out to walk around and saw Lay Yan working. Talked to him for awhile and decided to go for lunch together. But we kinda misunderstood each other. Ok I misunderstood. I thought he's having lunch at TOS. And he told me to wait awhile then go for lunch together. So I went back into the room.

Then he messaged me saying he's having a short break. So I went out to meet him. Turn out he bought lunch from outside and he just wanted to accompany me for lunch. But his break is awhile and I take years to finish my food. So we walked to 7-11 instead.

He was like asking why I'm on the island cause I told him I wasn't working. So I tell him everything. And his reaction is damn funny. It doesn't sound funny here but when he say it, it's really funny.

Lay Yan: HUH? Then you come so early? Are you crazy?

Me: I have so much time to spare and nowhere to go so I come island lor.

Lay Yan: You came with the guy right? (Referring to Halim)

Me: Ya.

Lay Yan: I was thinking 1 attraction staff crazy to come so early. Then you also crazy. 1 not enough. Must have 2.

And I laughed at that.

Went back to ops room, did some stuff, then Hairi, Amir and Halim came. Halim asked me accompany him go buy lunch then the lady at TOS is like, you again? HAHA.

Bought another meal for Amir after he finished his first cause the portion is too small. Not enough for him.

After that went to work. Was never this busy before lah. And Lay Yan kept laughing at me for god knows what reason.

After work, took bus to Amir's house to take car then he send me home.

13 August
2 more interviews today. Met Shumin and Andrea at Bugis for lunch. Wanted to go to a Thai Restaurant for lunch but it was quite crowded, so we went to another place instead and I LOVE LOVE LOVE the place. Pictures up on Shumin's blog so go check it out.

After lunch, went to a hotel nearby for interview. After that, I make my own way down to Chinatown area for another interview and I GOT LOST. And seriously, I hate the feeling. Found the place in the end. Interview went pretty well.

Went home after that.

And tomorrow is my event day. I'm seriously so busy this week. Too busy for school. HAHA.

And Basirun have a blog. It's still under construction. I fell asleep while waiting for him to choose the template lah! It's on my list of links. But lazy go there find can just click on the name in this entry.

Happy National Day - 9 August 2009

2009-08-09T23:40:00.002+08:00

UPDATED!!

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!

gonna head out to meet people and I'm late. Will update again when I get back!!!!

I'm back and I'm damn tired. But I wanna blog!!! So here goes.

Met Azili, Marini and Kan Xuan at City Hall MRT. Planned to meet them at 3 at first but end up meet and 4. And I met them at 4 plus. SORRY!!

Initially wanted to camp at Esplanade. But we're already late so we went to Marina Square instead. Found a nice spot to camp so we just sat down and talked.

But we got sooooo bored that Marini suggested singing. Then I said there's kBox. So all of us decided to go ask the price. And it's $20 plus if we sing until 9. But Azili want to watch fireworks. So we decide on singing until 7.

We sang and we sang. It's was damn fun lah. Had a blast singing English songs with Marini and Azili. And also singing Chinese songs with Kan Xuan. But my Chinese is limited so I only sing the chorus.

And Kan Xuan is crazy lah. He wanted to order house brandy. The next thing closest to alcoholic drinks is Mojito Peach, and he ordered that which I think taste quite nice.

When it's going to be 7, I seriously can't bear to leave the place so I say let's sing until 8. Then I told the staff that we're singing until 8.

And Basirun joined us so we decide to sing until 9. We sang and when it's going to be time for the fireworks, Basirun, Azili and Marini went out to watch. Left Kan Xuan and myself.

So I sang Chinese songs with him.

After kBox session ended, we all decided to play pool! I wanted to learn but had no opportunity.

First experience totally sucked. Second time I played, Kang Wei was being patient and he taught me but the ball keep jumping. And my third experience TOTALLY ROCKS.

Anyway, Basirun, Marini and Kan Xuan know how to play. So Azili and I watch them play. Then Basirun ask me to join. Just whack only. So I whack.

Kan Xuan is like quite good at pool and also a good teacher lah. He lets me hit most of the ball unless I really don't want to try. Then he take over. He will tell me which ball to hit and at which angle.

And none of the balls that I hit jumped! And once during my turn, I hit in like 2 or 3 balls lah. HAHA. It was so fun. I wanna play again!!!!!

After pool, we all went back home cause it was getting late. Halim called me when I was on the train on the way back already. Prem also another one. Message me when I was already at Toa Payoh.

Haha. KBox and pool session again please!!